Love you!

The world has just gone too far than I've ever expected. Owh the high school kids world to be precised. Taking pictures in or outside of Pavilion is such a big deal, No? Take time to scroll down some pictures of mine with Kat at Pavilion in my previous post.

Well my perception about these kids changed when By suddenly grabbed my laptop in the library this evening and said " I risau je kalau gambar you dengan Kat masuk Page ni." The page that he was referring to was....

Durhh..How can they even thought of creating such page?
And to have that so many "likes"?
30 over K?
Really?

Thank God I'm not famous. Zero chance to be uploaded in the Page.

Then, with the kepochi attitude, I enjoyed my leisure time by clicking and clicking the next and next and next pictures. They print screen the others comments, and upload them as pictures. For the whole world to see.

Anyways, I'm taking side when the so called adults labeled them as "budak baru nak up". I'd rather claim it as ADULTOLESCENCE.

Sorry for scratching my blog with this nuisance, just as a new source for others kepochi to look for. Well I mean, after Beautiful Nara. Owh yeah right, as if I'm gonna go back to this page and "concern" about all these kids.

But hey, speaking of Beautiful Nara right, ehem ehem....Memang saya kepoh ye! But this is just my opinion. When they muttering about this one celeb posting such status on Facebook, yang mengaibkan sebelah pihak katanya. They said it was berdosa. Buka aib orang berdosa.


Okay okay..Even though I do gossips, but this one la nak comment sikit, when they sibuk2 kata that particular celeb buka aib orang, then what's wrong with these people kept posting Refida's not wearing hijab pictures in their blog? Ermm...lemme just check...if it's not in the buka aib orang list yea...

Chill chill..I'm not a good Malaysian though, but these are all my opinions. If you can't be professional enough, just be normal. Peace...

Speaking of a Malaysian, rasa hebat pulak bila post this video. Just want to credit my friend for posting this video, a good chance to watch a meaningful video. Hurm tapi aku ni la antara yang reluctant nak mengundi. If they can make a "spoon and fork" as the last choice.............Get it?

I have proof that I'm not that gemok like in the pictures from previous previous post.

Owh, just so you know,

AJAK TAKE NOTE!

A day out with Katrina. What a date when you watch Cars 2 together? Can see how lame it is?

But the movie is interesting though. I know I know. We both are quite outdated in picking the movie to watch.

However, Cars 2 ni agak best tau. We both comment the movie agak detail in term of their expressions, gerak geri, body figure, all rounder la senang kata.

What say me?

First of all,

Some people should understand or have to study the definition of blog. Or you want me to make it real clear over here? Blog is a shared on-line journal where people can post daily entries about their personal experiences and hobbies (Wordweb,2011) Gila pemalas nak google. I said the definition of a blog. Not the purpose of blogging. Because different people have different purpose on blogging, while some people are actually making blog, as their online journal diary. They write about the activities they do every day. It's like the classic way of expressing the experiences, the feelings and emotions that you are actually having at the moment in a diary book, remember? So what's wrong with these people muttering about their fame of being a famous blogger? And not to write about things they actually do every single day just not to annoy the so called fans, why bother?

Second of all, A very different version from the first one.

Feel like to write about this since I just had this conversation with By in the car this evening. He asked me why haven't I been posting posts by posts on Facebook like last time? If some people realize the changes that I try, to just be a better person, by not updating unnecessary posts on Facebook. Okay. Just don't take it to heart. I'm just saying my very own unnecessary stuffs. Nothing to do with other Facebook users. I personally think their action for posting tiny simple things in their life are somewhat amusing, informative, and just a good way for me to fill my leisure time by scrolling down my homepage until the last post I've read recently. I'm just forbidding myself to hook up with such games of posting every thing I do, whatever and however I feel at the moment etc. etc. on Facebook purposely to train myself to control my anger and my insanity, unstable feelings, unforgivable, spontaneous thoughts and so called "dialog" from blowing up. Because it happened to me once. I hurt that person so badly. Since then, I promised to myself that I will never post unnecessary stuffs on Facebook. Same thing on my Twitter. I'm not really active on twittering, which is good actually. Some friends are real stalker. It's good to have a good stalker, but for the bad asses? They're just gonna stand by a pen and a paper just to list down every single thing that you say. All bad things for sure. 

Above all, I choose to blog because I feel safer. More insecure. If there are people who want to read me, they might wait for my upcoming updates. But if they hate me, I believe that they'll do just exactly like what I do. I followed some bloggers, after sometimes I realized their blog give me nothing, I'll unfollow them back. Owh comm'onn..it's not illegal anyway.

Kat's Open House

Kat invited me and By to her open house in Klang. Went there with Adam and Isha. Nothing much to write about it but everything was awesome eventhough we sampai her house quite late.

Then me, Kak Long and parents went to our cousin, Izrin's akad nikah in TTDI Jaya. Yeap...makan again!
Daymmmnnn...Nak cari tempat kat US yang banyak makanan haram, biar susah nak cari makanan halal..So belajar belajar kurangkan makan.

I told cha! I've been hitting by alll-LOT of invitations this month. Every weekend and then, wedding lah, open house lah. And now tomorrow planning to hang out with cousins lagi. Haaaihhh..Makan lagi..Ya Allah tak bersyukur nya hamba mu ini...Idora, let me remind you that the orang orang Somalia over there are all starving for food!

Raya convoy

No! Who said Raya has ended! Convoy is a very synonym word among "friends Raya". The Raya convoy totally worth my 24hours of 13th September 2011. Even our JPA friends who already flown in United States are actually enjoying their first Raya there by having this kinda convoy. Arghhh...can't wait for my time to come.

Started right after our class which finished at 3pm. 4 cars to 5 houses, USJ was the first section, which was at Lyn's place. Her mom prepared a Singapore cuisine, red bean soup (OMG..however Singaporean call it) eaten with French Bread. Very light and tasty and yummeee...

Damn! My face. What's wrong with the lighting?

Then we went straight to Ezah's place in Rawang. Her mom served us a very delicious Curry Mee and Pulut with Kuah Durian. Erhhhh...Sodap nye...! The Curry Mee was damn superb but I didn't eat it with the Mee because I was too full at that time. I already ate too much at Lyn's place. That's the problem when the first house served a "best" food. We managed to capture some pictures at Ezah's.

And then we gerak to Keramat right after Asar. Iqbal's place. Tak sempat nak bergambar because everyone was rushed to the next house which was By's place. His mom prepared Rojak for us. Masa tu I was really damn Full to the max. Seemed like everyone was facing the same thing too. Teehee. I felt really guilty because Iqbal's mom prepared quite a big portion of foods for the guests, and we all just makan sikit je.

At By's Place in Gombak. His mom cooked prawn tom yam soup dimakan dengan MeeHun. Perghh..memang meletops Uolls..!!! I really enjoyed melayan Puan, his grandma. Talking to oldfolks who have hearing problem, where we need to keep repeating whatever we say, even then they still didn't get our point....All these things, aren't a big deal for me anymore. I've been raised by my grandparents, and my Anyang used to be my neighbor.  How can making friend with oldfolks be a problem for me? Owh one more thing. Masa nak salam2 balik tu, Aunty actually gave every each one of us an ang pow. As I approached her, I noticed that she actually took out another envelope of ang pow and gave it to me. I was like really really excited. I didn't ask her but I pulled By's hand and told him about it. He seemed excited too. Well it's not that the amount in the ang pow that's  matter. But the specialty that I get from his mother. Arghhh..what a feeling. Well tadi masa lunch, just By told me that his mom just told him that he gave me a bit more than other because I helped her a lot during the BBQ at his house the other day. But still,,,,,, =) By pon cakap "Yang lain pon tolong banyak jugak..pelik I.."

KL-Muar-JB

A trip with my Sayang, Ee and Ezah last Saturday. A friend of mine invited me to his wedding in Johor Bahru, me then planned a trip with my friends since I've been wanting to go to Johor Bharu so badly.

We moved from Gombak around 11am and reached Muar, Ee's place as planned around 3pm. His mother prepared Fried MeeHun for our lunch. What a pleasure when the tuan rumah served a plate of nuggets for the guests.

Tapi merungut gila since Muar has nothing without the presence of my relatives. We did plan to go to Gunung Ledang water fall but need to cancel as Ee's dad forbid us from going due to the kencing tikus case. So then we planned to go down to Malacca since there are a lot of better things to do. Say how dirty the beaches are, but the sound of the ocean waves, and even the smell, the windy weather that kept hitting my skin. Owh how best! We decided to make a mini BBQ at Malacca as we reached Pantai Puteri around 7 to 8pm. What kind of activities can you do? Mandi laut at night? Just forget it. We bought prawns, fishes, chickens and the weirdest, some crabs. Just because Ee wanted to try a BBQ crab. Everything went so very fine until......the rain ruined everything. It came...for awhile, then it was gone. Rain again, then it stopped. Again and again and again. Well we weren't that surprised with the weather as we did check the accurate weather. It said that the place was going to get rain after 8pm onward.

Battling with the heavy rain, we then packed and brought all the raw foods and other BBQ utensils into the car. Luckily we found a perfect gazebo for our shelter the whole night. We started firing the raw foods inside the gazebo, and we ate. Alhamdulillah the taste was still awesome except the crab test. It tasted, AWFUL! Maybe we bought some cheap crabs purposely just to try em. However, the chickens, the fishes, the prawns and the sausages were all SODAP! Being some of very generous Malaysians, we cleaned the gazebo before we left Pantai Puteri. So, no worries!

The waves was really really harsh that night, well of course we didn't dare to "seashell seashore" at the pantai.
We packed our things and drove back to Muar to pamper our exhausted and sweaty body at Ee's house. But we still mandi maa...Owh not forget to mention, we saw an uncrowded funfair along the way to Muar and we stopped by. Ya Allah...how much I miss my high school time.

Seriously! Kitorang menjerit sekuat kuat hati kot. Semua orang tengok seyh!

We started our journey from Muar to JB around 11am on Sunday morning and reached Dewan Jubli Intan around 1pm. Owh okay. I should have mentioned whose wedding it was. It was Haziq's which is actually one of Luqman's friend. Farhana, which is the wife, is such a very lovely young lady. Very cute and approachable I assumed.

Sorry Haziq and Farhana for stealing a photo of you. 

But you two look too adorable in the picture.

Alhamdulillah we reached Subang around 8pm at night, then By sent me straight to D'Rimba.

It was an awesome journey! Thanks Ee and Ezah for willing to accompany me and Acap for the memorable trip. Even though the main purpose of this whole journey is to make my first visit at JB before I fly, but turned out just jejak kaki je because of the masa yang terhad. And accomodation, Muar is quite damn far from JB. Even further from Muar to KL.

Sweet....!

Handphone rosak. Just bought a new one. A cheap one. But cakap dekat Ayah, "Nak keluar jap. Nak cari handphone 50 ringgit. " Kate desperate kan. Ingat nak beli handphone baling anjing tu. And what a feeling when your dad hulurkan RM100. So ape lagi. Cari yang agak cantik la. Hehe. Thought of using my own money after I trade in my phone. But now I know that sellers are no longer taking handphone rosak. So the new phone is RM140.

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Now, lipstick hilang. Dan2 cari handphone sorang2, I went to look for a new lipstick. 

Haha..Brand murah je. But cantik kan? And I love the texture.

The color is very down to earth.

Malaysia Boy Song

I don't care what all those faggots gonna say about it, but I am really really proud of this video, and even the song itself. Say we copycat or what, it's just them! They always see the bad side of our battle, and ignore all the good intention and the effort we've put on. Shame on you LOSER!

Just a bit terkilan because there's no Indian guy singing together with them.

A Raya Video

I made this video especially for myself to view during my Raya 2012. I sacrificed my assignment and my university applications time just to compile and edit the video. And what most when I found its hard to upload it somewhere. Neither on Facebook which takes a very long time to upload for such a long video nor on Youtube which has their own limit of time and I need to download some kinda of Java thing or what. Until I found 1 tube where I finally can upload this lengthy video. Anyways, it's really worth it my time.

I really really hope that viewers gonna appreciate this effort. It isn't as best or as creative as you can do since that's not exactly the purpose of all these things. I just want to create a video momento for myself, and for my family. Enjoy.....

After two weeks of classes, I'm still staying at home and Ayah will drive me to Subang at 9am in the morning and By will send me back home right after class. I feel good to have two loyal drivers in my life. Huhu. I feel like going back to Mutiara Court and take some of my stuffs but entah bila entah. It's best to stay at home during college life actually, and do assignment at home apparently isn't a big deal for me. Maybe because the assignments aren't as much as before since now I'm only taking two subject, right?

I accompanied By to look for his dad and Along's birthday present at OU and we watched Final Destination 5 right after that. I rate the film 7/10. Mula2 memang thrill gila, but the ending a bit draggy sikit. But still yeap, it's still worth it to watch.

Owh yea tadi before masuk cinema, tengah tunggu nak masuk tu, ada la a young Malay couple(around our age) passed by and then...
Me :  Herm...that guy muka macam budak2
By  : Hurm..I tak perasan. I perasan girlfriend dia lawa.
Me : Ehy, I tak perasan tengok muka girlfriend dia.

Beberapa saat kemudian
Me : Ceyh..sumpah kantoi gila seyh..Dua2 dok tengok couple orang lain. Hahahahha...

Satu malam yang hening, adikku yang dipanggil Abang menujukan soalan kepada KakLong

(while scrolling his Facebook page)...
Abang : Ehy, "poke" ni ape eyh?
KakLong : (sambil terkebil kebil nak jawab)..Ala..."poke" ni macam cuit2 la..
Abang : Lakkk....apahal pulak Ustazah aku nak cuit2 aku ni...Terkejut aku..

Durhh...!!! Head bangin~~~

Di bulan Syawal yang penuh syahdu ni, I'm fighting for 17 days of fasting. 9 days nazar yang still tertunggak and 8 days puasa ganti. Dan nafsu2 open house, and wedding invitation yang melambak lambak? Harghhh...!!!!

Nina's engagement

Thanks to my cousin Amira for uploading some of our photos at Nina's engagement. Has been held at her house in Jln TAR on 3rd of September. We aren't close as we were when we were kids. Still, thanks for inviting and the most, I had a very good meal at your engagement ceremony. The lamb was awesome.
Anyways, I congratulate you upon your engagement and hopefully berkekalan hendaknya. Eventhough it is confirmed that I wouldn't be able to see you at your wedding which InsyaAllah will be held next year.

Well...They're all my cousins from dad's side. 

Not really close to them because I envy them!

They all have the Chinese look but we don't.

Cisss!!

The mom and mom-in-law to be.

The cute band..Cute giler diorang tiga orang ni walaupun tak handsome. Heheh

Sometimes, you just have to let it go.

An Awesome Hari Raya!

What a cheerful family, isn't it? Alhamdulillah after one whole month puasa, we eventually gathered as one at Jalan Daud, Muar Johor. See, can you actually count how many of us in the picture? No, it's not all of us. Not all 10 families in Jalan Daud. 7 aunties and 3 uncles, can you imagine how big the family would be? And wait, don't exclude the great grandchildren as well.

One thing that I love about this family, we don't differentiate each other with how much cash that we keep in our pocket, what kinda car we drive, how big the house is, etc. Very different from other families. We might do a lot of gossips about each other and that might sound awful. Yet, from there, we learn and we apply in our own pathways of life.

Again, one thing about going back to Muar, the kids would be the first exciting thing in my to-do-list. They're really naughty and adorable.Very playful. So so tired of taking care every each one of them, as if I'm the big Momma in the house. I don't know. I just couldn't stop myself from playing with them, and I even ignored my cousin gang lepaking in the house.

Two cars from Kuala Pilah arrived Muar around Monday evening and the whole family iftar together for the first time this Ramadhan. Speaking of makan, yeah we ate damn a lot! 

Sempoi kan? Makan dekat luar rumah je. Tak tengok lagi kitorang tidur macam mana. 

Kalau boleh, satu bantal tu nak 3 orang.

The night before Raya ni, we just watched the kids playing bunga api and mercun. Konon2 dah besar la kan. But the night of first Hari Raya onwards, we just couldn't withstand seeing the kids finish up all the mercun which always sponsored by Uncle Don. So, of course we main sama2. And how lovely to see everyone lari2 kene baling dengan mercun "sesat".

In the morning of first Hari Raya, we went sembahyang raya at the mosque nearby.

 On the way back, in the car the girls said "Dah sampai ni nak make up terus. Transformation!"

But once we reached Opah's, the others went straight to the dining table and serang all the ketupat, lemang and rendang. Tapi me, I went to the girls room and paint my face with my make up kit while they were all eating.

Proven! I wasn't in the picture.

Warning! The picture ni sekadar alas perut sahaje ye.

Now it's time to play the colors on our face!

Sesi bergambar with my family of 7. Sesi bersalam salaman which would be the last before the two years in US.

Ina with her hijab.

Yeap she was actually crying because we usha2 die da pakai tudung.

Well of course, she's the most sensitive in the family.

And to just make it clear, she wears hijab not because of her boyfriend. She didn't even tell the boyfriend about her new image until they skype at KP that day.

Pictures of us. That's Hana in the middle. 

Haiqal's mom. Yes, she's a MOM!

A picture of me with the queen of the family.

Seriously! I have no idea why I looked that confused, unknown, sad, biol. However you wanna call it.

Razan and Aye.

That's my crazy cousin.

And then their second round of makan2, which was my first!

Lepas tu masuk dalam rumah, kutip duit raya. And snap2.

That was me serving the family from the other side. Still, me and my ex, we didn't talk for like three years already. I wish that we can still talk like a normal cousin since we now are more matured than we were 3 years ago. He's the only second cousin that I know personally as himself, the others sekadar salam2 je. Anyways, it's good that I still keep in touch with his lovely sisters, Kak Natrah and Kak Ani. But they both celebrate Raya overseas this year. He looks quite different now, and my cousin said that he's now working. Well good for him. =) This year tak berborak sangat with the parents because Aunty tak balik and Uncle Aman a bit rush nak balik that day.

Ok takpe. Banyak lagi pictures best2.

Haiqal and Izaaz (the boys) are my nephews and Khausaar (The girl) is my cousin.

What a confusion have the world done to the kids.

Haiqal.

I'm so gonna miss all the crying and laughing, the haruk pikuk during first Hari Raya for two years.

A must to do thing on first Hari Raya.

Credit to my cousin Alif for being the photographer.

Ugly gila semua orang.

Awesome seyh!!!

 Hana and family

 Hani and family

 Mak Itam and family

Then, just a few hours....

We continued eating........

Hehe.."Ayu nya cucu saya" kata Opah.

Omaigowd!!! Aye? Seriously?

How handsome my cute little Ahmad Don.

Then on the night of second Hari Raya, we celebrated Along's(Haziq) 24th birthday. Began with "Allah selamatkan kamu" song, continued with Along's doa, and ended with a slimgy egg smashed on his head. Damn, aku pun terkena!

 Owh yeah, bukan itu je. We managed to have an awesome last minute BBQ with everyone. Nak tau berapa last minute nya? We actually just kepoh2 to make this BBQ thing to umpan Hana and Hani's (our married cousins) husbands to stay for one more night. Which means, nak trick they all agree to balik the other side on third Hari Raya. Surprisingly, they agreed. Like Owhmaigowd! Dah la tak confirm nak BBQ.
We finally discussed for the things yang nak beli, list out all the ingredients, and collect balik duit raya from every each one of the cousins. Chickens sponsored by Mak Itam, other seafood by Uncle Don. Untuk ingredients and side dishes mostly sponsored by Maksu. Memang Awesome gila because all the seafood fresh dari laut. That's the good thing when you have an uncle yang ade connection dengan orang laut ni. Call je orang terus hantar rumah. Tak payah susah2 nak pergi pasar.
Bayangkan we started marinade around Maghreb kot. And with all the side dishes. Yeap. One thing about having a very big family, senang nak handle last minute event ni.

This is the most awesome Raya and I will always treasure every moment with them. I am just so lucky for celebrating this Raya as everyone was there. Sigh. How can I imagine a Raya without the kids, family, cousins, aunts and uncles next year onwards. I really hope that they won't forget to Skype me on the first day of Raya. Well dengan kepoh2 Raya diorang tu, tak da makna nye nak ingat Idora di perantauan. I remember there was one Raya where my cousin Mubin while he was in Texas called his mother on Hari Raya and kirim salam we all. Along when he was in Mesir, posted a Raya card for the family. 

I always bring my laptop for Hari Raya. I collected all the pictures from everyone's camera and transferred to my laptop, then I connect a cable from my laptop to the big screen LCD at Opah's. Play the slide shows with Raya songs as background. Not enough with this year's pictures, I showed everyone 2009 and 2010 raya pictures as well. Then they said "Waaa...next year dora tengok sorang2 dekat US." 

I replied "Haa next year dah tak da orang nak incharge slide show gambar2 kita ni." Huhu.

I'll make sure that they're gonna miss me more than I would next year. Hahha. Yet, I'm not sure if I celebrate Hari Raya in US or in Malaysia next year because it's still too soon to plan. I heard Raya next year would be during Summer which means during my holidays. But one of my aunts who studied in US last time said that it's better to stay the whole two years there because it's just only two years. It's kinda waste to be in Malaysia just for a month. We'll see about it.

Whatever it is, I really enjoy this Raya. Full of smiles and laughter. I hope next year will still be as happening as this one. No tears hopefully.