I wish I have a baby boy if possible

I really love kids and I feel like to have a baby right now. Ermm not really a baby but a little boy and I can chat with him. I love the boys more but some girls they attract me if they're cute and talkative like me but i hate some annoying girls because I could not withstand them yelling here and there and so gedik and whatever (huhu even though people always say I'm the gedik type because I like to make the gedik2 sound like you know, what the girls nowadays like to say. Well what about it I think we like to say these kinda thing because its either we dunno what to say, or maybe blur or perhaps actually in the middle of that particular row we lose and not to show that we do this kinda stuffs so that the competitor would just shut their bloody mouth up. Wink)

Back to my point is that I love boys, okay basically I adore kids. I spoke to this little boy and his voice is so cute and I like the way he responded me every time I asked him question. Arghhhh damn it I just like them so much. I urged my sister to marry early but she doesn't want well she's only 22. What do you expect. Let us put it this way, all I want is that a little kid running here and there in this house and I want to chit chat with them because it is like you talk to an insane people yet they are brilliant. Wink. Okay it is only 6.42AM and I gotta do my Suboh prayer now.

Today I had my late lunch as usual at 3 something and it was Sambal udang and Sayur goreng. Around 6 something I felt hungry again so I wanna grab something from the kitchen and as I lifted up the 'tudong saji' it was only the prawns head left but the sambal still there. Pity me I goreng an egg and ate with nasi and also with the sambal left. Mom and dad came back earlier this week which is tonight and they brought Pizza Hut for us and was so yummmeee...It cost 30 bucks for each and my dad bought 2. It was a new set as in they have 2 small size pizza and got fries and also garlic bread and also 2 chicken wings. Hahhh I should take a pic of the pizza and post it here. Forgot to do that. Owh by the way to tell you this my early tentative for next week is I am going to Hana's in Seremban for a few days and after that I am going to Aye. It is going to be fun because I'll be meeting this cute lil boy, Haiqal, Hana's son. OMG I miss him so much and as far as I remember he's only 3 or 4 months by the time I stayed at Hana's during my long holidays after SPM and before I started working at Damansara(Mom's office). I have no idea how to go to Aye's whether by public or what. Hurm I hate that. And thing is that, I can't online la next week and I could not update my blog after all.. Too bad but I'll try to.

Snake and Stomach ache

Our cats also like to take pic like us. Wink..!!

This is about yesterday and I'll tell you why I didn't write yesterday.

I woke up late and I just lied in bed lazily like usual. Suddenly KakLong shouted "Ular Ular" and it was Ular Tedung..Damn scary dowh. Abang calle

d Bomba and they asked to call Jabatan Pertahanan Awam and they arrived 5 to 10 minutes after that. The snake was hiding in the garden somewhere and it came out and finally it dip into the river but luckily they catched it. Euww it was so big and disgusting and strong and so euuuuwwww....That's about it.

Last night I did revision a bit almost 2 hours and we only had french fries and fried chicken and also nuggets. I have no idea I had stomach ache felt like butterflies in my belly. This year banyak kali sakit perut and I dunno is it a normal sakit perot or appendix or gastric or what. Hurmm we'll see then. And this is why I couldn't write.

So tonight ,Abang just got his salary (part time at Petronas) and he treated us dinner (Kueh Teow Cina) which is so marvellous. Just now I study Math a bit and we'll see if I have mood to study more tonight till dawn. And you know what, I think my math mid term and final were quite good and it was just my quizzes not that excellent and I wonder why I got such result. That is quite not fair to me. Huhu. Is it? Just accept it Idora..........!!!!!

Nothing much today

I woke up at 2 and before my own lunch I did the laundry. Watched Twilight for the second time at Star Movies and then just helped my mom little bit for dinner. I panaskan lauk and stuffs, dinner and listening to radio here, TV is on and chatting. Today I feel like to watch Santau at cinema but not today la as I wish no cinema here in KP. Planing to see Santau before my college reopen but when dunno when..We'll see then.

Owh by the way, I just watched 500 days of Summer and it was cool. I love watching romance movies, so does it means I'm a romantic girl? Haha... We'll see about it.

And this is my JIWANG little brother. Just call spontaneous song than he can sing base on the situation and it is damn funny I'm telling you.

Life without a maid...

I've been taken care by a maid since I was a toddler. As far as I remember we had two maids at one time maybe like twice to take care the five of us. We had like what..?,,More than 10 I guess. So many stories to tell as some were so kind some looked so fierce some so caring and loving but some also lari dari rumah. I didn't kick their ass for real but they ran away because of no reason. If I'm not mistaken, it was two of them. My mom always said that they are not your slave, but they help you so treat them like one of your family and that's what we did. We eat and laugh together and we even share problems together. I have no idea why this two people ran away just like that but luckily they didn't take anything. The first one because she followed her boyfriend i guess and the second one I dunno why but guess what, she took our family pic. Haha what's with that? She loves us? Back then, I tak pernah buat pun all this chores and I jadi lazy sesangat. I feel like we have a machine in this house you see. I mean like we woke up every morning(not really morning cause normally afternoon even sometimes evening), took our bath and throw our baju and stuffs in the laundry basket and go eat and watch TV, online chit chat yeda yeda then go to sleep. Just whistle everything "Bibik,,mana baju saya? Mana seluar saya? Mana charger ? Bik,,,,nak telor..Bik nak nugget.." Senang kan hidup macam nie. Everything dah settle. Owh yea I have this last pic with our beloved bibik and another one we took at the airport before she off to Indonesia.So this is it our second time without Bibik and this time might be forever and ever (before my marriage la..wink) So what about it? We need to do stuffs on our own like do the dishes, clothes cuci and lipat, clean the bathroom and our own rooms. The dry and wet kitchen, the hall luckily not the garden. I'm so proud of myself because this is my first time cleaning my own bathroom but my very first time is my bathroom at Casa since I've been staying at master bedroom. Sometimes me, sometimes Didy my roommate. But I yang sapu bilik on weekends since dia selalu balik weekends.

We divide the chores among 5 of us but we don't really have this duty rooster or something. We don't cook just mom sometimes ina and isha help little bit. Kitorang tak pandai masak la.Cowey..So mom cook for our weekdays meals and we just panaskan je. Huhu..

Tonight we called bibik and she sounds so happy and she just married about 1 week already. Just imagine, dia dah 5 tahun tak jumpa her boyfriend and her children. We missed her.

Kaklong off to college on 4th, Ina said she wants to work somewhere in KJ, Abang back to hostel and Isha is going to stay at hostel until she gets SBP or MRSM offer letter on March. And me, college reopen on 11th and where am I going to stay? Here all alone? I can stay at Aye`s if she doesn't mind but there's no wireless there so how can I update my blog everyday? Wink. So I'll tell you later about it. Owh back to my point here, sooner or later nobodies would be in this house so we have to give anyone interested to our very

cute little kittens and their mother Uchi..OMG they're so cute right readers...?? Now I am watching Mira Edora, dah lame nak tengok citer nie cause every time I introduce my name people would say "Owh like Mira Idora?" wink..

Kayla I think that is all for today.

Cousins outing again..

After Penang, as said we just hang out in PJ. We booked 7 tickets for midnight movie Alvin and the Chipmunks at Sunway Pyramid. Then we went to Petaling Street and how awful was that we took Putra. Fine it is normal la but then their mommy also joined us and die sanggup je n

aik Putra you see. Haha. We wandered around until 7PM and we went to Aye`s in Shah Alam. Her condo is cool and occupied. Kinda hot in there, I dunno whether it's because of the old dreadful air conditioner or because we are all just too HOT..Haha.. After dine, we rushed

to Sunway to see the movie and we left condo around 10.30. You know what was the worst part? The movie supposedly started at 11.30 and as usual we went two cars. KakLong drove the car and salah jalan pulak. What a dreadful jam packed city and maybe because of the Christmas event there. Owh come on la,we just wanna see the movie people. So what about it, we reached Sunway quite late and I lari je dalam Sunway. Just like crazy people, we pushed the people there and we missed our Chipmunks about half an hour . Too bad but still fun. As usual like my friend said, you paid 11 bucks and you can just laugh as loud and as lousy as you want. So we did. OMG, they are so cute tiny and chipmunks. I love the girls as well and I tell you what, you better download it and you can watch over and over again. You won't get bored. Wink.

We played UNO card at con

do and we slept at 4AM. Woke up at 9AM something and they took a dip in the huge swimming pool there,could be triple Casa Suba

ng's. I did not join them because didn't feel like to. Hurmm bukan nye best pon rendam lame2. Still I followed them cause I know it wouldn't be fun without me aite couzy..The funny part was, you know me aite. I could sleep wherever and whenever. I slept on that hard wooden bench till they woke me up. So Idora..!!! So we had breakfast or lunch at 1AM..Let's call it branch which sounds better at Syed Restaurant.

We reached KP and as usual chit chat till Maghreb and teka teki with them. Owh yea forgot to inform, the twins Abang and Isha Alhamdulillah successfully got straight 8A`s. They kept reminding me the 100 bucks each I promised them before PMR. Well she's Idora your dealing with little twinny winny.

Pulling a prank on them is fun dude so I keep saying "Opss-see not enough money. cowey yeda yeda". Finally at 12.30 AM I gave them as promised and hopefully they will buy good stuffs. Lantak la diorang. They looked happy though. Good for them as I mentioned before my recent result was terrible.

Normal la the ups and downs in life and I hate the downs side of my life. Well who doesn't? These friends of mind,

• Fathul Aizat said "I love failures cause it teaches me how to move forward and work harder and at the same time I realize my own weaknesses and flaws, which I need to change them slowly".
• Syafeeq Asyraf said "No failures no fun" and "Smile".

Owh yea we went this Warisan Restaurant which is just around KP . We had this Kampung style dishes and they were all superb. While having dine there,there was a "Bongai" (whatever they call them), they played NS songs maybe sort of Minangkabau songs which I didn't really get their slang. One thing bout NS, I love CakLempong and I wish I can play them. You better go to NS weddings and normally they invite this people to play and they are awesome I'm telling chall.

My 6 months in Taylor`s.

I just created this blog yesterday.I dunno if I really want to have this blog and share chall bout every single thing in my life.

But today,I told my parents my result and they babbling bout it and i just could not stand it. I dunno if i could cope with it.I mean with ADP.I did not perform well like high school its like not excellent as I expected to be.Yet I`m glad we all,MARA Scholars had this 6months preparatory program for English,Pre-Calculus and Pre-Business. Is it really my fault? Or should I blame the lecturers(Mr Thaya n Mr KC).Should i?Or ADP system?
I know that is just not my result but I keep telling myself it`s okay it`s just your prep and will not affect your CGPA. My dad said he wants to meet the lecturers. What the...Cool down Idora.So from now on,my first semester,sleep early at least at 12a.m. or 1a.m. so I will not sleep in class.Read Yassin if possible everyday and khusyuk in Solat.Promise will never do stupid stuffs,no matter what.THINK POSITIVE.Do not hurt other people feelings especially my siblings.
Whatever it is I`m glad I have this friend of mine,always be by my side and will always be there every time I need a shoulder to cry on,even not just in my studies.I hope he was not the reason why I could not perform my studies because he helped me alot.

I wanted to meet Kak Natrah (my ex sister) before she off to Germany because I want to see Syamil(his son).Miss him so much and I bought something for him.Wink.But I don't think we can meet up since we all busy with our stuff.

Owh by the way,today we met Ina`s boyfriend. I dunno if I like him but I'll try to. I boleh nangis pulak kat sunway tadi.Owh so emotional and So Idora.
Tomorrow We(me, Kak Long and Ina) are going out with our couzy (Ata,Aye and Razan). Going to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks and overnight at Aye`s Condo in Shah Alam.

Hati ku tak tenang pada pukul 4.34 AM

I could not sleep. I keep thinking bout my result. Do I really think too much about it? Is it a common thing or it's a weird part of me? Or is it because of my dad? I wish I just can get rid of all this as simple and as easy as I can but I could not. I wish I can recite Yassin while holding AlQuran right now so I can feel better. Does it sounds poyo? Well who cares by the way since it;s obviously my own blog. I'm having my period so I can't yet we can recite Yassin right?If you don`t want or can`t read Yassin, just listen to it. Insya Allah you would feel better. Just google it friends, as simple as that.

Now I am starving like hell...Duhh...!! =((((

Penangs Trip

Trip to Penang took three hours journey. From Rawang to Ferringhi. First we had this Nasi Kandar thingy and then went to this apartment which I tought at first My sister booked a hotel apparently not. Berat pulak hati nak turun dari kereta that time but then to save budget,okay la then.

One thing I remember and will not forget is that, I fainted mase nak dinner kat Gurney Plaza. Damn it..!!Too bad I spent 1 hour kat hospital and supposedly we go shopping. So i had quite heavy fever. Still the morning side they gung ho with banana boat and para suit but me just swimming-in-bed.
Evening side we went Queens Bay Mall(just like OU) and i bought Forever`s skinny jeans and a purple legging. Wow I love them damn much. Aye jahat. She said "Dora,if people ask you what best in Penang, you answer, Forever". Haha..Just Don`t give a damn.
Owh yea we had this Nasi Kandar Beratur I dunno whether you heard about it, but obviously I don't really like Nasi Kandar. Sorry orang Penang.Wink.

Then overnight at their house in Rawang.We had MacD (just ice cream and fries) and cheese Naan. crazy people eat more. My belly kinda gonna explode that time.