Sleepy but Stuck

I am so exhausted after had a little chat just now.
Ngantuk bangat...!!!
Even though I already had my cat nap after Maghreb. I don't think the Vitamin C is working for me.
Yeah like my friend said supposedly I should buy B+ for energy instead of C for health.
I am healthy but a bit weak. A bit ke??terok kot weak.. Owh btw, I rather being weak than increasing my appetite..Psst,,fyi Vit B+ for energy and for APPETITE..owh man I really do not need this kinda vit. Appetite skarang nie pon x terkawal nak tambah lagi...Haaaahhhh....!!!!

So now I am sleepy but stuck here in front of my lappy and I dunno what am I still doing here, sitting on this hard plastic chair typing crap in my blog. Clicking facebook and crapping there. Yeah no class tomorrow but better study kot sekarang nie. I am just tired lar..

Why do i feel sorry for them?

Yeah.. CSCI 101 and Gbus 102..

            DONE..!!!

I was struggling for these both mugging subjects..Suke hati je x prepare Calc malam nie.. ; p

Not about it,,but this about it..
I dunno why lately nie, I felt so sorry for certain people..I dunno how to put it into words. Its not that I feel sorry for them about something, but its a feeling of kesian for nothing. People who are not related in my life or even for those who are. Even when they are only having their meal. Hurmm sort of a challenging thing to express and need the reader's critical thinking skill to evaluate it. Have you ever been in this situation? I wonder if its a normal thing or its a sign of something else.
And another thing that I feel like such a burden in my heart, I'm just hoping the best for you and this is the part where I should feel sorry for her. Yeah its a "her". Hurmm I wish I can sit next to her, hold her hand and not just watching her cry while talking about it, but give my shoulder for her to lean on. Yeah, just admit that it is the hardest thing for one to talk about feeling. Yet, for being secretive, it'll be harder for you to face it alone.
Hurmm why do I think about people, about others, more than myself. Because some of them,, are really apart of me.

Make up =)

When you quarrel bout something that is beyond your expectation and capability,

You might fall, you might lose the strength and happiness.

So..do not back off but make up..

One twist could change the whole thing. 

Whether to good or bad directions?

You decide.

Thank you. LY..

Contribution of stressful week

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• Gbuss - Executive Summary
• Final proposal for one month project
• Submitted on Thursday
• Gbuss - Performance Appraisal
• Peer review > impossibly low mark (apparently its not to me) for this particular *****.
• I evaluate them fairly as what they have contributed in this project. (Dunno how to cheat btw) =p
• Submitted on Thursday
• Gbuss - Attended Be_ADP "event management" presentation.
• Not really about the attendance but about the assignment base on the presentations from the students
• Haven't started, dunno when to start, I have 2 tests next week
• Gbuss - Test on Monday > Chapter 12-15
• Focus on Marketing (the 4 P's)
• Haven't haven't haven't started (Sounds like Heaven but vice versa)
• CSCI - Microsoft Front Page
• Gotta create our own Website, was thinking of doing bout myself but sort of lame *wink..So I did about Twilight Movie.
• Not that difficult to publish a website actually. Haha Proud gile as a friend of mine said "Idora, is this the website you're referring to?" It was mine actualy.. cehhh brag gile...Kalau yang mantap macam Ee, its just nothing to him..
• Supposedly submit on next Monday, but don't wanna delay la...Have a bunch of things to do rather than editing and editing my website. 
• So, submitted on Tuesday.
• English - Classification essay

Really wanna highlight this part.

Owh man stressful gile buat our last assignment nie.

Generally we should write anything about relationship and my mistake I chose parent-child relationship as that what he suggested me to do.

 Brainstormed my ideas but when asked people to go through my outline they seem didn't like it.

Brainstormed,,,think think think....ask other's opinion...It's too late to change the topic already.

Burst into tears.. Was thinking of not gonna submit this assignment dude.. Stress gile...

I changed my thesis statement (but still using the same points) over and over again..and,,(still crying)

What a relief. Didy and Syafeeq Asyraf asked me to change from "parent-child relationship" to "family relationship"..Haha..Finally,easier for me to write.

Yet, dunno how much Miss Prema gonna grade me. =(

Submitted on Thursday. Submitted my soft copy as well and reported 11% plagiarism..

What a crap,,,its not really plagiarism as the system traced the date, my work cited and a sentence which is my own idea.. Technology is not reliable.

Tapi,,, I am so glad he's there for me even though he's still busy completing his. Mesti die tension..Hehe..

• Calculus - Luckily Mr Phang being so understanding so he postpones next Wednesday.
• And last but not least - Final Exam...!!!!
• Student council's meeting
• e-ADP launch on Monday
• ADP farewell last day of Final Exam.

-_^

Dah Dah..stop onlining..g study

Bad Cold

Hachuummm...Hachuuum....

I hate flu but flu loves me..

Obviously the Vitamin C that I just bought is not working for me. *Sigh

If I can study with a good condition.

Owh dear God, gimme strength and health for my upcoming tests.

Gbus Presentation

 Presentation was on Tuesday. We were the first group to present as Miss Janice said alphabetically order and ours is "Ablaze Corporation". We did it well but just "some part", did by this particular person and we were like so mad at "it"..Sorry no offense but you deserve it. Was quite nervous when it came my turn but I pointed out my part quite perfectly as what I planned to say. We did a quite serious presentation I guess, as we wore black and white as well as our slides show and we were the first group. Moreover it was just about our product and the formality of our business progress as in the sponsorship and stuffs. Well every group has their own way to attract the audience. Can't wait to fill up the peer reviews form. 

Tears

If can put it into words.

If even I could, I am not able to arrange them.

What a hurtful day

But what a fun thing if it happens every day.

I wish it is.

In your face!

SkyTrex in Shah Alam

So damn fun with the flying fox and stuffs. Tired of waiting for my turn for every challenge. Not that difficult I guess. I wish I can go something more fun and more extreme later. Wink