Sometimes I just don't understand why people need to be that secretive and irritating. Once you said you're cool with that, then it's over. I've tried my best to make things better but you keep doing that and God knows what it is. Like seriously, I don't understand your intention. You hurt me, and then I walloped only once, and you drag it until like, for the rest of your life? People might not notice that but I do. I'm sorry if I'm wrong or just making an issue here. I know thats not cool. But out of all, why these _____? That's too obvious darling!
Really truly sorry if I made a bad perception on you, but thats what I feel. Unless it happens coincidently.
I always wonder if I'm at the bad side. But I know my stand because I'm not standing alone for that tingy.
Kepada anda, aku selalu berdoa semoga Allah s.w.t akan sentiase buka pintu hati kau because I don't see any good thing from here and there's no point untuk berpanjangan. Like seriously,,,no point at all..Aku tak taula kalau ini desebabkan jelousy, atau rase saket hati yang berlaku hanya like 2 or 3 days. What about the wounds that you did all this while? It can't even disappear or at least to heal? Bagi aku, aku doa je la ape yang terbaek untuk kite. If you think your way is the best, so just please please please I'm begging you please stop or at least not hurting me with hidden ways. Just ask yourself, ape kebaikannye nak berlarutan macam nie?
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
The Biology in me
"Raining cats and dogs" is a phrase that had a big influence on the weather. How heavy the rain is, yes thats what the ancestors tried to emphasized on. How fun the kids playing in the rain in their bare shoes. But to me, this would be the bestest time to sleep. Speaking of the hot weather, I couldn't capture the vice versa of it. That would also be a good time for me take a "long-nap". My life in Casa is only in bed, studying, sleeping, smsing, chatting, daydreaming, and whatever "-ing" that sounds relevant. Gross,,I don't know what was the main purpose of writing this all. I was about to revise my calculus but suddenly it was like going to rain and that was like chasing the books away from me but this addictive blogspot.com keep chasing after me. Even though none to write about in my mind.
Okay lets bring ourselves to the world of Biology for awhile. There are some, who asked me whether I am a mix blood? What? Yeah I just admit it and sure they asked what and what? I said Negeri Sembilan and Johor. Haha. Gotcha. Okay2. I don't think they asked because of my appearance because I don't have the very fair skin or the very dark skin. So-so like the other Malays do. For those who don't know, its undeniably true that mix blooded people are mostly having a better quality in most aspects such as their appearances, smartness, so on and so forth. Yea people might say, who said so? Allah determines everything in the universe, yes true. And He also determines that these people have their own specialties, plus that could be the reason why Allah decided the cross marriage between the the Boy-Girl twins of Adam and Eve instead of marrying his/her own twin. Absolutely true I'm majoring in Actuarial Science and has nothing to do with all these chromosome XY and genes tingy. Owh whatever. But remember that I took Biology for SPM and surprisingly I got an A1 for this particular subject. Hahha. Well, thats not about it. For those who are taking medication course especially to the majority of my high schoolmates, correct me if I'm wrong okay. I'm not twisting the scientists ideology but I'm just speaking of the logics tingy that I see.
So, check this out,
What about it? If the daddy has the good gene in term of his appearance and mommy's maybe her skin or hair, the children will inherit all these good genes. Not neglecting the bad ass as well like color blindness, down syndrome and stuffs. Well I think, it is possible for the "good-bad characters" to be inherited by the offspring. Scary though. Anyways, this is a "too obvious" subject for me to open your eyes since everybody knows about it. But I bet not all know about the cross-chromosomes which actually produce different types of humans characteristics.
Subhanallahh...I was just about to say the reason why some people asked me if I'm a mix-blooded type. Inferiority complex. Not because of my pure Malay skin and this "onion-shaped nose". Just because of "Idora"and "Qatrunnada". Some said whether I'm Indonesian(hair perhaps), Japanese (because of Qatrunnada), Chinese(my eyes?) and also Singaporean. Surprisingly yeah, there was one guy who asked me whether I'm a Singaporean during the MARA interview last time. How can a Singaporean apply for MARA scholarship? So funny though.
Okay lets bring ourselves to the world of Biology for awhile. There are some, who asked me whether I am a mix blood? What? Yeah I just admit it and sure they asked what and what? I said Negeri Sembilan and Johor. Haha. Gotcha. Okay2. I don't think they asked because of my appearance because I don't have the very fair skin or the very dark skin. So-so like the other Malays do. For those who don't know, its undeniably true that mix blooded people are mostly having a better quality in most aspects such as their appearances, smartness, so on and so forth. Yea people might say, who said so? Allah determines everything in the universe, yes true. And He also determines that these people have their own specialties, plus that could be the reason why Allah decided the cross marriage between the the Boy-Girl twins of Adam and Eve instead of marrying his/her own twin. Absolutely true I'm majoring in Actuarial Science and has nothing to do with all these chromosome XY and genes tingy. Owh whatever. But remember that I took Biology for SPM and surprisingly I got an A1 for this particular subject. Hahha. Well, thats not about it. For those who are taking medication course especially to the majority of my high schoolmates, correct me if I'm wrong okay. I'm not twisting the scientists ideology but I'm just speaking of the logics tingy that I see.
So, check this out,
What about it? If the daddy has the good gene in term of his appearance and mommy's maybe her skin or hair, the children will inherit all these good genes. Not neglecting the bad ass as well like color blindness, down syndrome and stuffs. Well I think, it is possible for the "good-bad characters" to be inherited by the offspring. Scary though. Anyways, this is a "too obvious" subject for me to open your eyes since everybody knows about it. But I bet not all know about the cross-chromosomes which actually produce different types of humans characteristics.
Subhanallahh...I was just about to say the reason why some people asked me if I'm a mix-blooded type. Inferiority complex. Not because of my pure Malay skin and this "onion-shaped nose". Just because of "Idora"and "Qatrunnada". Some said whether I'm Indonesian(hair perhaps), Japanese (because of Qatrunnada), Chinese(my eyes?) and also Singaporean. Surprisingly yeah, there was one guy who asked me whether I'm a Singaporean during the MARA interview last time. How can a Singaporean apply for MARA scholarship? So funny though.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Love Birds
This, might be so lame
This, might be so euuww..
This, might be ......
Here he is, with me. I don't know what on earth is he doing in my life but he open my eyes to see the colors of lovers' hearts. Too much quarrellings definitely could annoy our friends especially when they only want the girls hangout or guys hangout. Sometimes my heart says don't want to be in this state but every time it pop ups in my mind, by all odds he would jump into my brain and keep bounding back and forth. I don't know how long can it last. Yeah the same damn thing that keep questioning my head. Is that a girl's sensitiveness for begging a "more concern" concern from her boyfriend or that was just the men's stereotypes. To learn about one man is only 1000/1000 ease that makes a woman's exposition and secret, in other word, the enigma of a woman is 1/1000. To get to know 1000 guys is easy but to care about one woman's feeling is tremendously awful . Even a woman sometimes fail to interpret the another woman's mind. That is why the phrase of "Cat-fight" is existed but no such thing as a "Cock-fight" (Opps,,the "C" word was Copycat from MR KC's class)What am I crapping, God-knows-what. Apparently its easy to understand what exactly the guys want but women keep twisting here and there and eventually she creates a not-supposed-to-be complex relationship. The scholars claimed that women might live their days with anger and distress and like a so called "period-pain" when they are having their period. But logically speaking, if that so, that could only happen 7 days per month yet apparently Pre-Menstrual Symptoms does happen 24/7 of their lives. And why is that?
Statistically, women can sacrifice more than men do. That means, for some circumstances it will be the mens' beneficial and that inquiring the women about how sensitive the guys can be to understand what women want. Its true women choose to hide no matter how expressive kind they are, but there's always a secret in their heart, deep inside, which they determine not to share, because they don't even know what it is. They don't want to find it out because if they do, its no longer "it" but it turns out to be "them". A secret which contains a lot of subsecrets. as said, they don't even know what they are. Sometimes they showed it with their actions, might be an irritating one, or sometimes an amusing one. But that's the only way she wants the "kaum ADAM" to dig it deep themselves and fix it. They both don't know what it is, but the only finale would be the bright smileys not from their mouths but from their eyes.
When we walked together, holding hands from ADP building to the main campus, we bumped into By's classmate and she said
This, might be so euuww..
This, might be ......
Here he is, with me. I don't know what on earth is he doing in my life but he open my eyes to see the colors of lovers' hearts. Too much quarrellings definitely could annoy our friends especially when they only want the girls hangout or guys hangout. Sometimes my heart says don't want to be in this state but every time it pop ups in my mind, by all odds he would jump into my brain and keep bounding back and forth. I don't know how long can it last. Yeah the same damn thing that keep questioning my head. Is that a girl's sensitiveness for begging a "more concern" concern from her boyfriend or that was just the men's stereotypes. To learn about one man is only 1000/1000 ease that makes a woman's exposition and secret, in other word, the enigma of a woman is 1/1000. To get to know 1000 guys is easy but to care about one woman's feeling is tremendously awful . Even a woman sometimes fail to interpret the another woman's mind. That is why the phrase of "Cat-fight" is existed but no such thing as a "Cock-fight" (Opps,,the "C" word was Copycat from MR KC's class)What am I crapping, God-knows-what. Apparently its easy to understand what exactly the guys want but women keep twisting here and there and eventually she creates a not-supposed-to-be complex relationship. The scholars claimed that women might live their days with anger and distress and like a so called "period-pain" when they are having their period. But logically speaking, if that so, that could only happen 7 days per month yet apparently Pre-Menstrual Symptoms does happen 24/7 of their lives. And why is that?
Statistically, women can sacrifice more than men do. That means, for some circumstances it will be the mens' beneficial and that inquiring the women about how sensitive the guys can be to understand what women want. Its true women choose to hide no matter how expressive kind they are, but there's always a secret in their heart, deep inside, which they determine not to share, because they don't even know what it is. They don't want to find it out because if they do, its no longer "it" but it turns out to be "them". A secret which contains a lot of subsecrets. as said, they don't even know what they are. Sometimes they showed it with their actions, might be an irritating one, or sometimes an amusing one. But that's the only way she wants the "kaum ADAM" to dig it deep themselves and fix it. They both don't know what it is, but the only finale would be the bright smileys not from their mouths but from their eyes.
When we walked together, holding hands from ADP building to the main campus, we bumped into By's classmate and she said
"Hello Love birds"
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| Cute x? Orang kate kalau in love taik idung orang tu pon nampak cam emas. Tapi tengok hingus die cam cendol je. |
Sleep over!
Yeay finally they reached Kuala Pilah.
It was a mini open house at my house where supposedly By was planing to come down. Everything was just in the right track until he received a SMS. He needs to be home since his relatives from Malacca are coming over. Okay then, i just invited You Jin and Soo Min since they're seemed so excited to come over. They came down by bus from Bukit Jalil and the bus was just moved on at 3.50pm. I was afraid if they would be late because Soo Min said she wanted to go to church on Sunday. And they were late because Soo Min sat for TOEFL that morning. I drove to Seremban once You Jin texted me that the bus just moved on and luckily I reached Seremban on time. (I "driftt" like crazy though). The thing that these two Korean girls was so excited about when they saw the goats at the roadside as they said they could only see those creatures at zoo. Haha and that was funny.
Soo Min : Hey, don't you think the cars might hit the goats?
Me : Ahh..Never la..They know how to cross the roads.
Soo Min : No they will. By you, soon. (Okay she was insulting my driving skill apparently)
Once I reached home, I was still upset since Aye didn't turn up. Entahlah. Semoga Allah tunjukkan yang terbaik untuk kami.
At last, You Jin and Soo Min slept over at my house and they took a cab at 7.30 am from KP since they said they need to be in Subang at 11.00am.
Owh for the first time in m life, I went back KP by bus from Bukit Jalil and it took only 45hmins to reach Seremban. And that was awesome as I got to know this one guy, he's a tourist from India but he's staying in UK with his family currently. I think I helped him a lot. We chat about Malaysia, how beautiful Malaysia is and how clean Singapore is. Once we reached Seremban I helped him to call his acquaintance who's living just around there. Well there's no such thing as an intimate relationship, but its just about how proud I was for helping a tourist, and to let him see the beauty of Malaysians' personality. And how friendly we are.
It was a mini open house at my house where supposedly By was planing to come down. Everything was just in the right track until he received a SMS. He needs to be home since his relatives from Malacca are coming over. Okay then, i just invited You Jin and Soo Min since they're seemed so excited to come over. They came down by bus from Bukit Jalil and the bus was just moved on at 3.50pm. I was afraid if they would be late because Soo Min said she wanted to go to church on Sunday. And they were late because Soo Min sat for TOEFL that morning. I drove to Seremban once You Jin texted me that the bus just moved on and luckily I reached Seremban on time. (I "driftt" like crazy though). The thing that these two Korean girls was so excited about when they saw the goats at the roadside as they said they could only see those creatures at zoo. Haha and that was funny.
Soo Min : Hey, don't you think the cars might hit the goats?
Me : Ahh..Never la..They know how to cross the roads.
Soo Min : No they will. By you, soon. (Okay she was insulting my driving skill apparently)
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| Me-Soo Min-You Jin |
Once I reached home, I was still upset since Aye didn't turn up. Entahlah. Semoga Allah tunjukkan yang terbaik untuk kami.
At last, You Jin and Soo Min slept over at my house and they took a cab at 7.30 am from KP since they said they need to be in Subang at 11.00am.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya
Alhamdullillah the thing was fine. I hope its getting better but it seems like not. Well let the time decides everything and just follow the flow.
Well just forget it. Its Raya right.
We went out the night before raya, jalan2 and stuffs. Tido pon lambat
The most embarrassing thing happen on the very first day of Eid when I woke up at 10am, grabbed my towel and baju raya, went downstairs to have my shower, lots of guests beraye there, and especially when I realized that was my ex's family. Kak natrah and Aunty Piah. Haha, I walked away with "have to" smiley full of embarrassment to Aunty Piah.
Okay2. Just put my make on here and there, perfumes and stuffs, ready to serve the guests. Huhu.
Salam2 and all, and played around with Syamil. Kak Nat's son so basically my little nephew. He's a smart boy and I'm glad he still recognizing me and not just that, he's still manje with me.
As usual, we snap Raye pics in Muar.
Well just forget it. Its Raya right.
We went out the night before raya, jalan2 and stuffs. Tido pon lambat
The most embarrassing thing happen on the very first day of Eid when I woke up at 10am, grabbed my towel and baju raya, went downstairs to have my shower, lots of guests beraye there, and especially when I realized that was my ex's family. Kak natrah and Aunty Piah. Haha, I walked away with "have to" smiley full of embarrassment to Aunty Piah.
Okay2. Just put my make on here and there, perfumes and stuffs, ready to serve the guests. Huhu.
Salam2 and all, and played around with Syamil. Kak Nat's son so basically my little nephew. He's a smart boy and I'm glad he still recognizing me and not just that, he's still manje with me.
As usual, we snap Raye pics in Muar.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Barbeque and waterfall
I just transfered some pictures from Razan's camera and here they are. Dah lame dah pictures nie. But just for fun updating my blogs with new pics.
By the way, Hurmmm I hate my new phone.
Like so called Cybershot and 5 Megapixel but useless. Thinking of buying a camera but a good one is too pricy.
Barbeque at cousin's house.
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Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Raya to me
Now is 3.35am, supposed to be the last day of Ramadhan for this year. Okay basically, gonna talk about the excitement of gathering with family, all couzy, duit raye, baju raye and stuffs.
But before that, lemme share the sufferings that I supposed(have to) to face.
I'll update raya pictures I promise. Hopefully it's gonna be so fun just like previous previous raya.
Syera is planing to host an open house at our unit, inviting the Chinese and Indian as well.
Haha, so funny we Iftar at Mei Ting's house with Dominos that day. Chinese can break fast together but not fasting together. Like Ji Chuan requested to break fast with us among student councils and I told him to fast together and he said
"Fast together don't want but break fast together can one"
Haha..
And semalam before Ayah picked me up at college, Soo Min kept saying "Assalammualaikum" instead of "Selamat Hari Raya". I think she was confused which one is which. =) Really hope they can come over for Raya open house in KP.
But before that, lemme share the sufferings that I supposed(have to) to face.
- Only 5days holidays where others would be 2 weeks hols. Raye ke-4 dah kene balik Subang. Fizah ,my senior who is already in the State. Others updating about how excited they are on FB but she said ,she needs to go to class on the very first day of Raya itself. =(((
- Within these 5 days, gotta juggle for Calculus test which has been set by my beloved lecturer, on Wednesday(Raye ke-6)
- MR KC posted (or going to) Accounting assignment. Love you MR KC!
- Raya Pimples!
- By is falling sick. =_(((
- Bugging about going back to Subang,,when? with whom? by what?
- Nak jumpa high school friends sgt2.
- Takot nak maen mercun. "Memang x la kan"
Owh just to inform. By overnight at my house last weekend and that was the most meaningful weekend with him, and my family. Love you by.
I'll update raya pictures I promise. Hopefully it's gonna be so fun just like previous previous raya.
Syera is planing to host an open house at our unit, inviting the Chinese and Indian as well.
Haha, so funny we Iftar at Mei Ting's house with Dominos that day. Chinese can break fast together but not fasting together. Like Ji Chuan requested to break fast with us among student councils and I told him to fast together and he said
"Fast together don't want but break fast together can one"
Haha..
And semalam before Ayah picked me up at college, Soo Min kept saying "Assalammualaikum" instead of "Selamat Hari Raya". I think she was confused which one is which. =) Really hope they can come over for Raya open house in KP.
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