I see my wrongs. Its really hard to deal with life.
Quoted by Mr Izwan this morning
"Respect each other because you might don't know what people would think and how they interpret it. "
If they think that thats the best way to them, nothing else matter. I will always pull my pride to gain the best result. But if I couldn't able to get the feedback or sort of a better relationship, for a better interaction, what else can I do. As a human being, yes I did my part. Everything is just up to them. Because It wouldn't be me, the one who would be there and and watch people giggling but deep inside, need to brook for something unpleasant.
I tried not to create that situation in the long run, well just accept whatever way could be the best for her. As long as no harm between us. Maybe this is just the beginning, so its quite dull. I better focus in my studies because I have my family to care about, my scholarship to maintain, my friends to minggle around and my boyfriend to concern.