Collections in Casa Subang

These are my stuffs in Casa Subang. 

Cosmetic Products

First thing first, Cosmetic products. I haven't been using any facial wash, or even any cream for my pimples since I was in form 4 as my friend, Kreen asked me to stop from using facial wash. I kept changing my facial wash by the time, from the cheapest to the most expensive(xdela mahal sgt)..L'oreal, Olay, hurm tak ingat la.. And I used bedak sejuk as well. And I was like a supernatural beauty zombie staying up until dawn. Haha.

And Kreen gave such a good advice. It's worked. Tapi I use this pimple cream, SORFIC or Vitamin E for my pimples. Got it from a clinic. Then sampai ade orang tegor kulit cantik sangat macam kulit telor..huhu

BUT NOW!!!!

Pimples are back to haunt me. (But not that bad macam sekolah dulu)

KakLong suggested me to use this product, SriMawar. Yeah I know, its a local product. But its a bit costly than the International products. Swear I don't wanna buy them. But since Ibu sponsor, hehe.

I bought them yesterday. 

RM75(TRIAL only) for 

• Buih pembersih (It sounds funny in Malay..huhu..Jangan..!!nanti kene perli cam Sharifah Amani)
• Susu pembersih (acts like baby oil..cleanse my face)
• Penyegar (toner)
• Krim pelindung UV (during days)
• Krim kecantikan (For night)

Okay. Let's see the outcome..Let's say, 2 or 3 months from now. Hope its worth it.

Haha..tak pernah nak tepek2 muke ngan benda2 ngarut nie

     

Make up (College)

Lipice, compact, eyeliner

Usually to college. I feel naked without eyeliner on my eyes. I usually use purple but gonna change back to black after this. Hurmm now I reveal what I put on my face people. Simple kan? Can't say make up tebal okay.. I only use lipice to school. Not lipstick or gloss.

Hair care

Hair care

Minyak rambut is my final decision. I bought that Schawrzkopf moisturiser, like a so called hair dresser in this particular saloon suggested me to buy. Memang menyesal beli. gune sampai setengah je. Then I move to this Mousse, absolutely! Doesn't suit my hair. Then i move to this hair oil, cheap and effective. Just one week after I bought that "useless" Mousse. Yeayy..dapat my hair balik..hehe...Im not gonna cut my hair short like last time, and to rebond my hair again? Never. Short hair and rebonding,  the first and the last EVER!!! I love my natural hair now.

Accessories

Collections of not so many earings

Some my sister gave me, some my couzy, some i bought myself. I don't really like to buy earings. Sikit je yang ade. I know some girls they have more collections than mine. Tengok my sis sudah. They will definitely suit their earing with the shirt or whatever outfit their wearing. Other accessories? I wear By's necklace and bangles? Sometimes. I have few only

Only few, yet I dumped everything in one box.

I love the Gold one. Others, busuk jek.

Hehe..Budak kecik nie pon nak selit tempat make up.

Make up (Hang out)

Hang out

Okay this is my complete set (without perfume) of make up tools. I'm gonna write according to sequence mane yang pakai dulu. Owh FYI, I don't use foundation. yet...(Tak pakai pon dah kene bebel)

• Compact powder (Usually Johnson je but now Pixy)
• Eyeshadow (Maybelline, IN2IT, Silky Girl > I don't really like Silky Girl)
• Eyeliner (Maybelline, Secret)  
• Mascara (Always Maybelline)
• Blusher (IN2IT)
• Lipgloss/Lipstick (Maybelline, IN2IT)

Done! See,,cmane bole kate make up tebal pulak. Now ready to go out. Find suitable handbag, and the last would be the shoes.

Emergency

Tiger Bam = Period pain

Same here. In my make up basket. Secret! 

Shoes

Collection of sleepers and shoes.
The only reason was to just burn the money because eventually,
 menyemak je kat shoes rack.

Best heels got caught in the pink circle.

Happy Independence Day

I'm glad to be Anak Malaysia.

Mereka yang disana jangan lupe bumi tercinta.

The only thing I love in Malaysia, where I like to visit the most,

is a house in Kuala Pilah which belongs to Encik Haris Fadzilah and Puan Hairani Ahmad.

Well,these,,, during our preparatory last year.

Yeah, look how immature these kids.

 Last time, preparing for English language.

And now, preparing to the English state.

Wait,,,English state? It belongs to UK, isn't it?

I'm pregnant!

Hehe.. That's just a girl's expression when they have that flubby tummy..That's common.
My case, i got a bloated tummy . Ehy, doesn't it looks more like a pregnant mom rather than  those girls with flubby tummy. Owh Yuckkk!!!!

Look at that. Luckily my dress was covering my dreadful belly! Ermm apparently its my belt though.

Aja Aja Fighting!

The three courses I'm taking this semester are quite tough. Even tougher than last semester. I need to maintain my CGPA. 5 credit hours for Calculus III are scaring me afterward. That might pull up my grade or vice versa. That's freaking me out!

And even more when  Miss Lela announced that we will be sitting TOEFL iBT this coming 23rd October. I was like...What?? Hurm I'm not ready for TOEFL. Some said its just like a piece of cake. MARA requirement is 79/120 but Angel told me to be recognized in the state, we should get above 100. They don't really count the TOEFL result but its just the recognition, you're competing with other freaking creatures in this whole wide world. What do you expect. But I'm still scared if I couldn't make it. I requested to make it in December so we're not gonna sit for it during this Fall Semester. Like JPA scholars did in last December after their final. We might have more time to prepare though. But Miss Lela said, we're going for BTN in December, so that's why. And another thing she mentioned was that she's planing to appeal to MARA to let us go early in case we meet all the requirements. Early as in next Fall semester. Like I said, I don't wanna go early. I don't want to pressure myself, compress my credit hours, stressed up with universities applications and all. Yeah..How "NOT ambitious" I am. Hurmm gonna be a tough semester for me. Owhhh... Those things are bugging my head but why? Why do I have the low self-confidence in me? Unlike before? Failures in future are haunting my focus simultaneously they're frightening my soul. I don't want to push myself too hard like I did during my high school. I study when I feel I need to and when I feel I want to. But By is pressuring me by stressing too much on his Calculus this early semester.

Dear Myself,
You're not alone. Everybody is facing the same damn thing. Maybe in thousand or trillion different ways. The actual success isn't the 4 flat that you're willing to expose, the actual success isn't about the sponsored ticket to the State, the actual success isn't about how fast you off to overseas to further your studies (or even the opportunities to go to overseas), the actual success isn't about the satisfaction of your status or recognition sooner or later. ( For the time being as a student, excluding the line of work)

SUCCESS is about how SUCCESSFUL you are in managing the strains to achieve the ACTUAL SUCCESS!
So from now on Idora, stop muttering but GAMBATEH!!!

WORK HARD

Psss...I didn't know who stalked me by using my own cell phone.
Macam Jae je.

PLAY HARD

OR NONE AT ALL...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


AJA AJA FIGHTING!  

What a girl does when...

When a girl uploads these kinda pics, 

Some people might say

They think they're hot!

They think they're so seductive!

They then they're freaking photogenic!

And even

"Euwww..Freaking lame"

But I like to see theirs instead. 

I don't know about you.

Well that's not exactly my purpose here.

 While doing nothing, since I'm all alone in KP. Only with Ayah and Ibu.

In my bedroom

I'm Bored

That's my smile

Gosh I'm Innocent!

Am I Sad or something?
Reluctant?

I'm so damn Confused!

Scared with my angry face?
Bite me!

Sooner or later

I'm afraid to write about it. Even afraid to face it. Sooner or later, it would happen though. Times determine every thing. Its hard for me.

Every time it pops up in my mind, the brain interprets the fantasy and eventually it manipulates the reality. The nerve endings struggling to not to "squeeze" the heart. Alas, it carries a lot of tears to a pair of shining eyes.
Ultimately, need to walk around with those red eyes. Not neglecting others, by faking the smile. Like the red eyes could fake the real feelings.

English

I don't know why.  I feel my English is getting worse.
Especially my speaking skills. My writing, I don't know. As what I'm crapping here.
And especially when I speak English with Malays. I prefer to speak in Malay. Unlike before.
Speak English with International students pon use "kan" , "kot" and so on..Eee..scary eyk..
Hurmm,,,nak kene chat dengan Mat Salleh online balik nie..But no choice.
Can't take my cell phone away. He knows why. =)

Summer's Result

Yeah obviously Fall is coming.
But for my Summer's result? I screwed it again.
Alhamdulillah lepas MARA requirement but its not that good. When I saw my result, I was like...WHAT???
Like seriously I expected that I could get better than that. I precise, not "do better than that" but "get better than that". To compare with my other friends' result. Yeah they screwed their ECON 202 and  MATH 172 as well. I was not that surprised for my Calc but my Econ?? I went for final drama and does those people know how insane we needed to meet up and prepare for the drama and that was like a week before final exam?
Owh gross... Dear reader, I know you might hate me for writing like this. If you noticed me, I keep blaming others for my right. Sometimes I was just too overreact but sometimes, my main point is the fairness, the equality. Some might get what I mean though. Yeah this is sound awful to you. But as a matter of fact, I'm still glad as I maintain my CGPA.

Whoaaa,,,!!! What again? You're taking Calculus 3 for Fall? HAHA...Goodluck dear. Let's face the next Calculus War as what my friends emphasized it.

Lappy & new purse

Sent my lappy to HQ in Damansara and luckily its free because still under warranty. I thought I couldn't fix it because I lost the warranty card. Where on earth are you? I asked the operator and she said warranty would be last until this 23rd August. Gross.. Thank god. But she said I can renew the warranty and its like almost RM200 per year. The hell I need to pay 200 bucks for this lappy. Huhu. But my dear lappy is getting better. Hurm..Feel like to buy a funky laptop skin. Its expensive though. yeah everything becomes expensive after I bought Charles & Keith purse again. And its blue now. Smaller than before. But its a bit costly. You are freaking crazy Idora.
In fact in the first place, I was looking for.....

• MNG - Buruk. X pernah nak keluar kan yang baru.

• Forever 21 - Boring....!!!!!!!!

• TOPSHOP - To me its quite cool. A bit flowery. 50% lagi.

• Billabong - I don't like Billabong stuffs because they look boyish.

• Roxy - I don't like it either. This is ridiculous. Some girls might feel to kick my ass if I confess this. Roxy nie macam dah banyak sangat tiruan. And too girlish.

• Kedai busuk - Good appearance tapi tengok dalam, kualiti die macam hampas.

Nak ikutkan. Last choices sume ade discount and can get below 100bucks.

• But Charles & Keith always di hatiku.

The lost purse was also from this store. I love the design of the purses. Simple but the colors are adorable.

I bought the blue one. It's a new design. In the first place, I was looking for the new yellow design but memang cari design this one. Mule2 doubt jugak sebab dah over budget.  Hopefully its worth it.

No online networking

Sometimes I really feel to have a life without

• Blog
• Facebook
• Yahoo Massenger
• MSN
• Yahoo Mail

So no quarreling, no misunderstanding. And xde fighting yang meleret.

In fact, those things la yang connect kan most people around the world nie in the first place.

A Weekend with everyone

Okay I'm really sorry for not updating the "new view" of my house.
Hurmm rase cam kat paradise pulak..huhu
Can't wait to lepak with By and hopefully Eed is coming over for the break fast nanti.
Raye celebration, really hope Taylors friends boley datang and STJrians can drop by.
I invited my 2 Korean friends, Soo Min and You Jin as well. They're seem excited. Not sure if they can make it or not.
This weekend memang superb. Everyone was in KP, Abang, Isha, Ina and KakLong.
And paling best, I pon balik.hahahaha

Friday buke puasa, Nasi Briyani Bughara.
Friday night everyone was so exhausted. Semua travel dari tempat masing2. Semua tido awal.

Saturday, Mom cooked Sotong Sambal and Ayam Masak Cili Api. Wow..its been awhile haven't had mom's cook. Superb gile, But the funny part was Kaklong masak Nasi lembik and x cukup. Huhu sorry for revealing that sissy. But the best part of that, I ate with Isha from the same plate. So actually xde la x cukup.
That was fun though. Such a sense of community. Eceh.

I didn't sleep the whole night. Watched Avatar with Abang and Isha untill sahur time.
I made MeeHun Goreng with Isha and mom. Wahh damn it. This is the thing that I should snap and show off.
Hehe. And after that, everybody guling2 and chit chat.

Break Fast with Asyraf

I bought blue Baju Kurung moden for this Raya.
I'm so excited yeayy..X sabar nye.  And to see syamil and Kak Natrah as well and all couzy and adik2 sedare yang cute2.

After shopping baju, mule2 we went to this saloon around here, potong rambut By. And like Lyn said,
"Don't cut your hair lagi Idora. Keep it. You dah gy saloon banyak kali." I was like, owh really? huhu
 Was thinking to layer my hair again just now, but By said DON'T!!! So, I snap2 pics la while waiting.
=)

Hurm today was the first break fast dengan Syafeeq Asyraf. And then we went to this restaurant, really sorry I've forgotten the name of the restaurant but can show you if you want to go there.
The place was superb, in front of a lake, with the magnificent meals and good ambiance.

Look at the lakeside

Before Buke puasa

Mushroom Soup

Spaghetti Carbonara (Turkey Ham)
(Free refill...++Spaghetti Marinara Seafood)

Crispy Chicken Chop

Salad

His Dessert

My Dessert

Cooling Fan

To exchange the bluetooth device, I went to the shop again today.
At first, hesitated jugak nak exchange dengan ape.

• Laptop skin (RM23)
• Cooling Fan (RM21)
• Laptop carrying case (RM21)

I was confused which one I need the most and eventually I exchanged with the cooling fan.
Is it necessary to use it? Or is it just a waste?

Ade a bit problem with my lappy but maybe gonna "hospitalized" my lappy tomorrow. Hopefully its not gonna take that long. Really need it once sem starts.
By fetched Yu Full and George to remove his stuffs again. And then Yu Full said that I've been cheated pulak.
I can cheaper one. Hurm ntah la. Redha je la.

Twilight

Three novels I borrowed from ADP library and so far I managed to finish one which is Twilight New Moon.

I wanted to read the last Twilight, The Breaking down. I saw New Moon at cinema and I found that the first one was better because New Moon was more about romance than action. It's not that I dislike romance movies well obviously I do, well apparently Twilight is all about vampire so technically  its more to action. I followed up all Twilight movies but not the novels. I love reading when only I could committed to that particular novel at one particular time so that I can finish like 2 or 3 days. I know some could finish faster than that. I tried the New Moon and to compare with the movie, its quite the same. Whatever happened in the movie, every scene and every action were described in the novel by the author, Stephenie Meyer. The novel resemble Bella Swan's journal. So the author used "I"  instead of  "She". She mentioned the names that she used in the novel were based on her acquaintances like Jacob was exactly her brother if I'm not mistaken and he used to give advices on all automotive choices, related to Jacob Black's character. Hurm this seem like I'm really into it.
But to be frank, I hate Bella Swan. Not because of the girl's jealousy and stuff, or some said because she's sort of a whore in Twilight. To me, because she's slow. She's not aggressive. That makes her character was a bit dull.

But I've fallen in love with Taylor Lautner's eyes after his huge chest.

Blog's background

Yeah Finally. This is what I want for my blog. Tribute to Furbee for helping me out.
I kept changing the background until I find this one.
Semester break is the only time I have to customize my blog.
Enjoy reading . =)

Bluetooth device

I'm so pissed off. I bought a bluetooth device since my damn lappy's  bluetooth is not working.
I don't know what's wrong with it, I repaired once and I've tried. TAK BOLEH!
I bought that tiny device last week. And then I tried it on. Owh Kay. TAK BOLEH jugak.
So I went to the shop again and I brought my lappy as well. Owh thank you so much....
Finally..!!!! You've wasted my time for like what..An hour?? Owh Gosh..And then he said I can only exchange any device that I want. He cannot refund my 20 bucks.What the.....
If I knew it eaarlier, I would just buy SE USB cable. I find it so hard for me to upload pictures sekarang nie.
Hurmmm..nak nanges boley tak.

My cousy

That's my cousin,Najwa zafirah but we call her Aye. Off-the-wall statement, but I miss her.
Out of the blue I feel like to write about her. To be frank, I dreamt of her last night. And it was a good encounter.
Haven't seen her in awhile but hope gonna hang around during Raye.
We'd share about each other's life. She's the one that I lean on when my heart crashed after I broke up with Luqman Hakim, my first love. She's not a bad listener but she laughed alot and kinda hard to take things seriosuly. I wish I can be like her. No need to take something so very seriously and in the end, it crashes the wounded heart more to pieces. I wish I can be like By's exes. So I can just play around with any guy that I want. Am I a total nut to ask my boyfriend if ever I can be like that? Haha..he just LOL.