There's something whispering deep in my heart, calling me back to write again. I have no clue why I always feel like wanting to write, but have to face a situation where my right ear saying "Don't do it" and the left saying "Do it".
Sometimes I realize there are a lot of drawbacks writing craps in my own blog. I know it should have been more interesting and exciting than it used to be, I mean, yeah I'm now enjoying Summer right here in the States. What do I expect? Time flies so fast! I've been through the most exciting weather I've ever dreamt of since I was a kid, which was the Winter. The beauty here is Subhanallah.
Many reasons I have stopped, I mean "took a break" from blogging. I mean like, SO MANY until I couldn't even explain myself.
I did ask Asyraf (let's go by his name starting from now so it sounds more him) whether should or not I continue writing. And he said "YES, you should". And when I asked him why, he said, "So I boleh dapat updates dari you". Which I don't understand why because we both Alhamdulillah could cope with the long distance relationship for 5 months so far, which now I'm all by his side the whole Summer Break. Feels good!!!!! The key of a long distance relationship is "AT LEAST ONE TEXT MESSAGE/CALL" no matter how busy you are.
Asyraf said that he's missing home so much but he's glad that I'm right here in Madison by his side. Glad to lend my ears to listen to all the things he's been through, owh yeah, he's now the President of Malaysian Student Association in UW-Madison. Not gonna talk much about it because I myself am so tired as the listener. But I'm all ears!!!
Well me? I skype my dad quite often, a lot of chit chatting with Abang, whatsapping with the sisters, whatsapped Ibu for cooking tips. Not really in that that homesick mode, as much as Asyraf in right now. I assume because I'm kinda used to these kind of long distance relationship with the family. Well again, since I was a kid my parents used to live jauh from all of us. So being far from the family is not really a big deal to us. Walaupon macam tu, Alhamdulillah 7 of us are really really close to each other. Like besties.
I did a lot of traveling Alhamdulillah even those states tak ada lah jauh mana. But it was really fun. US is such a very fascinating place for vacations. When I asked my friends and cousins to come over, VISA always becomes the tricky excuse. No kidding. A massive obstacle entering United States I may say. Two years in US ni la Insya Allah kena travel the whole US. Who knows this would be my first and last chance to be in this huge gigantic country.
This post neither explaining why I've stopped blogging nor my current sentimental updates. Maybe it's just a new fresh start, or maybe just another simple slot of my voice in my own blog. I kind of miss my own writing, confessions and thoughts. I don't know. Sometimes I think by stop blogging could be the reason why I talked unpleasantly recently. To avoid unpleasant thoughts in my blog was one of the main missions for not writing initially. How ironic.
