Hang out with adik2

I drove to Seremban  by dad's car. I haven't been driving for quite some time yet my driving skill isn't that bad. The parking lot was fully occupied then eventually, I just parked my car at the roof top. We were planing to watch the Karate Kid but the next show that would be available was at 6.pm and I don't wanna drive back home that late. So I booked A-Team at 4.00pm even though there was Lagenda Budak Setan at 4pm as well. I was just wondering if its worth it to watch Malay Movies at cinema but that confused me for this Lagenda Budak Setan as people keep talking about it. I prefer to watch it with Syafeeq Asyraf even I know he will definitely reject my suggestion. Haha..Not sure, really wanna watch that soon. 

We had a superb lunch at Kenny Rogers. Too bad we didn't snap some pics to update. Its been awhile we haven't hang out together, but today without KakLong. I bet I would be so damn busy after this. Busy with Faire' La Charite which will be held on  June 19th, and Prom on July 23rd, Midterm tests are coming up, Wrel and Calculus quizzes every week and Student Council's meeting as well.

Pissed off!

I'm so pissed off.

I don't understand why people become so hypocrite when it comes to money and to be emphasized, PROPERTY!
I hate those greedy people, they simply let the evil side of human being to conquer themselves rather than digging the love relationship. It's obvious to reveal, I'll be graduated in sometime and I promise to you guys that I will be an educated and successful career woman in 10 years time, from an educated and honored family for God sake. I might ignore what you did for the time being, but with our greatest stage of life someday, don't you dare to mess up with 2 people that we respect the most. I wonder why do some people act like so immature and low class, just for that stupid and temporary comfort in life. What a lame human being. Why do we need to get connected with these kind of people.
Just one thing,
  "If you don't get the opportunity to have a blissful  basic organization like we have, just don't you dare to envy and MYOB as much as you can"

Orientation Party

Yesterday's party was quite awesome where at first we taught just few of ADPians would come but it turned out more and and more people came. Around of applause to  Dawgen and Khim Yong for organizing the event. But I really hope that more and more friends would just come over for such event. And especially the Prom Night that would be held on July 23rd. Owh by the way, that is Chong Yu full, a friend of mine who will never miss to tease me and him every time he sees us together..Haishhh..!!!

T-shirt Designing contest which is under me and Lee Ying is just on the right track. Lee Ying said, few designs have been submitted and I'm gonna collect them tomorrow after 5pm, which would be the dew date for the contest. Gotta scan all the designs and email to all People Voice's members for them to vote the best 5 designs and after that, we let the other ADPians to decide for the best design. And after that,  I'm going back KP to..Yeayyyy..!!!!

But the best part of yesterday,,,

What in a world. We just got into a small fight because he wanted to have lunch with me but I was just busy doing something for him and after that I need to prepare for my calculus. I realized that he became more like me after the accident. Hurmm now I realized how bad to be me...But it was the night before.. I gave him something that I created myself (only he knows) and he showed me a picture of mine where he just edited and make it as his phone's wallpaper.. And that was the reason why he wanted to have lunch with me. Yes true, to just show the picture. Haiiyaa...!!! *Wink

So he treated me to lunch (to say sorry or to say thank you? huhu..).. Kempunan sangat nak Pizza Hut drink yang ade jelly tue..lupe pulak name die. So we went to Pizza Hut nearby but guess what? What a lame franchise when they don't have a complete meal and plus,,horrible Carbonara Meatball..

For the first time after so many times he asked me to join the others playing badminton at this one particular court somewhere in Subang. Just because I felt so happy and I think  I've prepared for calculus test enough, then I decided to just join them for fun. Well basically, I'm not that bad in sport though.

"Falls down 7 times, get up 8"

"Love Is a Cycle....
When you love, you get hurt....
When You get hurt, You hate.
When you hate,you try to forget.When You Try to forget, You Start Missing....
And When You Start Missing, Eventually You'll fall in Love Again...."

I found this somewhere, in someone's blog. It made me realize how precious life is. And how we play the cycle of life. Allow me to brag, the course that I'm taking this semester, World Religion 105.

Moksha - the release of the soul from a cycle of rebirth, one of the four goals of lives.

How does it relate to the word Moksha?

I'm so afraid of failure. Failure in education, failure in love, failure of being a good daughter, sister.

Like my dad said, listen to the Japanese philosophy,

"Falls down 7 times, get up 8"

Back to the word  Moksha, why does the Hindus believe in Moksha? They believe that they would be or do better in that particular life, than the previous one. From my world view and religion education perception, I would say that we should not regret our failure in the past. Indeed, remind your self your mistakes and don't repeat. History was just a tragedy, yet it can happen again if you let it be. Its true everything is fated, but you dunno how it goes. Be an architect, one slack in your planner get ready for a terrible back up plan.

The thing I pasted above is not necessarily about the feeling of love, it is definitely about life which includes love, family,education, career,friends, relatives, so on and so forth.

Accident

He got into an accident and luckily it wasn't that bad. I couldn't hold my tears once he showed me the injured part which is on his back. I tried not to show that on my face and I just looked down as if I was reading something. I wish I'm a good liar but I always fail. I was so afraid if any of his friends accidentally wham his back and yeah that what had happened that day. Yeah it happened. Thank you Chong Yu Full. No offense =)

Well actually that was just his way of saying "Hello, back to school!" Haha. I hope it would be a good chance for us to reduce fighting because I couldn't be able to hurt him emotionally. Yeah people always say, when a girl is messing up, it means she's wanting attention but I think he needs that more than me for the time being.

I wanted to go back KP and then to Muar, as I just packed my stuffs the night before but the next day Mom called me and said no one is going back to KL. Hurmm too bad. Its not easy for me to find the time that I would be free because the next test will be on next Friday ( For the time being). I'm planning to go back this coming week but still depend if there will be any test that the lecturers might announce this week. I'm so glad because I bet its not gonna be a tough semester like last semester. Maybe because I'm taking 3 subjects, or maybe the lecturer, or the courses. Like I said in my previous post, I'm aiming for a better result this semester. Hopefully.

So it's a lesson for Abang. No motorcycle for you!

And to my "by", no more riding.