Off to the States, family gathering is a must! The plan supposed to be Ayah, Ibu, Ina, Abang and Aizat going to Kuala Pilah tonight, and then another convoy which includes me, Kaklong, Isha, Ata and Razan tomorrow. But suddenly we change our plan. Instead of going back separately, why not if 7 of us eat out tonight right. So we arranged a plan at the very last minute. The Curve is the nearest mall, so we went to Marché. Yeap that was the first time we've been there so I apologize for the jacoon photos down here.
Hurm, a creepy eater like me of course will say that the meals are totally awesome. Well not just me I guess. Teehee. Despite of those scrumptious meals, I like the restaurant because of the process of getting the foods. No matter how many persons in your group, they'll give every each one of you a card that will be needed throughout the whole process. Hehe. Scroll down to see the how the card looks like. Why Marché? It means market. Yes, it does really look like a supermarket whereby you go to one shop to another to order the meals that you want. They departmentalize them by each category as in Pasta, Pizza, Grill, Bakery, Seafood, Beer, Juice, etc. Banyak gila pilihan dalam setiap bahagian. So 7 of us divide2 la nak ambik apa. And mine, I chose Mixed grill...Weeeeeeee......
So it's like that la... They kira all the chops that we order.
Just don't know how to describe the place because it's incredibly awesome! Let the pictures do the talking...
I know right... the place like so spacious padahal from outside looks soooo small.
Hehe... Kami comel!
So, what's the damage? Surprisingly it's not that pricy. Just nice.
Then we went to Pin Junction and asked Ammar if we can play karaoke. It was quite late actually but luckily Ammar kasi chance. Wuhuu...
Halalkan makan minum dan minta ampun terkasar bahasa.
What's with my lips?
I'm gonna miss all of them. Can't believe I'm gonna leave them soon. Don't wanna write more, afraid if I cry.
Alhamdulillah... for what? Hehe will update once it's confirmed! Seems so confirmed already, but who know if there's any changes.....
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Again...I hate this feeling.. Why is it that hard? Why it has to be this difficult for me? Why the fate keep playing with my life? Why why why? I just wanna have great smiles for these last few days left in Malaysia. The mountain is too high for me to reach, but why can't atleast I accept this small thing? No, it's huge to me. But small to others.
I know it's pointless and I know it's a foolish thing to do. To keep refreshing and refreshing and refreshing while the final has been decided. Why keep on waiting? I know, I'm just being a drama queen, but it's just too good to be true. Won't stop the hope-hunting until the very end.
Last week was a shopping week with By. He's the kinda guy who does an extreme survey then baru he'll buy the stuffs he wants. What I mean extreme, he would drag me all the way to KL (Pavilion, KLCC, Fahrenheit, etc.) after Damansara (Curve and OU), not enough with that, then to Subang (Summit, Subang Parada, Sunway) just to survey only! For what? Looking for....
cheapest price
suitable size
the best design of the items
the best color of that particular item in case the other outlets out of stock
for his own satisfaction for God sake!
He said " I tak puas hati selagi tak pergi semua malls!"
I know right, sounds so girly. Yeah, he's very particular and fussy in shopping. And that's the best thing going shopping with him because he says "Yes" and "No" just on the right item (for my case). Warghhh can't believe I'm not gonna go shopping with him that often later on. Owh did I mention we took like 3 days to window-shop and only on the 4th we eventually bought everything? And not really everything, to be continued on this Wednesday.
So here are some things I bought...
2 wool stockings
1 wool legging
2 winter coats from Kaklong's shop
Some blouses from Kaklong's shop
3 Uniqlo pants
1 Uniqlo Heattech (acts as Long John)
1 Polo cargo luggage
1 Charles & Keith handbag
1 Arrow blouse
1 G2000 women blazer
Some undies (better don't tell how many...Teehee)
Silky Girl Make up remover, hurm don't know la can bring or not this one. =(
Last item need to shop is a shoe. Still don't know a flat shoe or a high-heeled boot. I know, shouldn't buy boot here but I don't wanna wear flat! People ask me to wear sport shoe or casual shoe or plum shoe, but really. Seriously I have zero confident when I wear flat. Sebab when I talk to people, I would be like mendongak gila2 kot.
All the shopping stuffs sound so extravagant I assume, well just take it as I'm not a shopaholic. And remember that I don't totally lean on my parents? Only items on this Wendesday Mom will support since dah zero cash sekarang ni. Ibu said "only buy the necessities", so her money for those "necessities". Teehee.
Updating the flight. Confirmed will be on January 2nd, next day after kenduri kesyukuran Insya Allah on 1st. Can't wait to meet the relatives. At 3.15pm on 2nd and estimated time of arrival is at 1.30pm in Des Moines airport, Iowa on January 3rd. So all the transits go like,
I went to Sayang's kenduri kesyukuran this afternoon and guess what? With my parents! Wuhuuu...
So I baked, Na'ah, I made a special dessert for him and his family. Teka la ape.. Hehe.. I did not want to reveal the secret recipe in the first place because you know it might look a little bit expert in cooking if I don't tell the ingredients. Lagi2 when all the expert cooks read this crap and they all would be like "Hek eleh minah ni..Senang je la...Poyo gile nak show off!"
Omg, like seriously, I am just so proud of myself for making the dessert and By said it tasted awesome. But don't know la if it's a boyfriend-awesome or an eater-awesome. Get what I mean? Crap, forget it.
I googled the recipe for sure, but then I touch up sikit the ingredients.
I know. What a way to find solution by shouting it out loud on my Wall. But only God knows how scared I feel right now. When I'm the only one awake, Facebook is the only way for me to lean on. Atleast I can burst it a bit. Chill2. Nothing serious really. But it's a big thing on my departure day. I know I should be grateful for now, but just this one time. I want that, a little bit more. So now, I'm scared!
Perit hati ini hanya Allah saja yang tahu Selemah lemah kewanitaan ini Ada kekuatannya Kuatnya untuk bertahan Kenapa harus pergi Jika doa mampu bertaruh.
Muslimah tegar, mungkin bukan Tapi masih mencuba Walaupun sentiasa gagal Tapi masih teruja
Mungkin letih, Tapi harus gagah Sampai betul akhirnya Penyesalan agar tiada
Untuk pergi kenapa tidak? Jika percayanya, Dalam duka, ada sukanya. Dalam gila, ada matangnya.
Dalam pilu, ada senyumnya. Bukan?
Biar lemah luarnya Harus kuat dalamnya Bertahan itu sukar Moga hasilnya sempurna Lihatlah bagaimana....
Monday, December 19, 2011
Just to support the previous post, he also willing to be the man who can direct me when I'm lost while driving. He won't scold me but coolly he would direct me to the right direction after he asked me the landmark of the location where I lost. Sometimes when he knew I was driving, he would call me and asked if I was heading on the right track. And guess what, some of the times he called me when I was so gelabah lost didn't know where I was at that time. He said "my instinct". Eceyh...
He also the man who could withstand the disease that I'm having since I was in high school. Eventhough haven't got any pengesahan by the doctor, but I just claim myself having this minor diabetes thing as according to the symptoms that I studied in my Biology class when I was in F4/F5. Kidney problem. Don't know why I go to washroom like so many times in a day. It's not that I keep going in and out of the ladies 24hours daily, die ada masa die. Especially at night. You know like after couple of gulping the water, then few minutes after dah rasa nak pee. Then few mins after that, feel thirsty, after drinking water, then do this small business again and again and again. So if I go traveling, people around me get annoyed because I kept asking to stop by at petrol station just to pee. Here, again he became a hero because he never complained my condition for being a troublesome when we're hanging out or traveling. For sure he would help to look for the nearest toilet for me to pass urine. And just after few meters, dah nak shishi lagi (bak kata Haiqal). Even in malls, he tak mengeluh pon dengan masalah shishi ni.
Sometime I just can't simply close my eyes and tell the whole world that Syafeeq Asyraf is a loser. I know no one can describe as well as I can do about his kindness as a person since I'm the closest after his family. You see, as a person and not as a boyfriend. I can say that he's more terrible to be a boyfriend rather than a person. Even though so, I know he always be my hero in whatever problem that I face. No, he's not a good listener. The best he can respond to my complains, is to just shut his mouth and....smile. Of course I hate the situation when the time I wanted him to give good advices but he couldn't. Yet, to be frank, he always be a hero in my every difficulties. He's the relief.
I used to like a man who can advise me on my academic life. You know, like motivate me and boost up my confidence over the failures. But him, the worse he can say is "tak payah la nak pikir banyak sangat" with his menyampah face. But it's alright. Because....
He would be the man who's willing to be a driver when I need to go to places to settle important stuffs.
He would be the man who's willing to come over just to check my condition when I fall sick.
He would be the man who's willing to settle my second-thing-to do when I have to prioritize the first.
He would be the man who's willing to talk to my other groupmates (when we're in the same team) to reduce my burden when I was stressed out with my other assignments and exams.
He would be the man who's willing to fulfill my wish just to make sure that we won't fall into a fight.
He would be the man who's willing to spend most of his time with me rather than his friends.
He would be the man who's willing to think of spending time with me when we're going out with our friends.
He would be the man who's willing to listen when I have a "girlfriends" stuff.
Well the most amazing thing that he can be is,,,
He would be the man who's willing to be Idora Qatrunnada's companion.
So now, of course being 5 hours away is gonna be a heartache. Yet, I hope it's not the end. Hopefully it's gonna be a good transition, a transition for this journey to survive in a very good way. For both of us to catch up a lot more new things without each other's presence. For both of us to get to know more and more people. For both of us to learn to be more mature in boys-girls thing. The new boys-friend (in my case) and new girls-friend (in his case).
Well with this, I know some people are just gonna laugh their butt out if so happen that someday this relationship is fated not gonna last long. But I tell them what, no matter how painful that time would be, InsyaAllah Syafeeq Asyraf is like a treasure hidden in my broken heart.
But for now, I wanna enjoy this one whole month left with this beautiful guy, and my lovely family.
In our graduation day last Friday, a lot of officers and lecturers asked whether we go to the same place. They wonder why don't we since most couples in ADP would go to the same place. Ahuh.. That's a catch.
Tak tau la sejauh mana kesahihan cerita ni, but if it's true.....................
Hanover, jerman – Gambar yang anda lihat diatas ini adalah gambar janin yang dilahirkan ketika umurnya baru sahaja 15 minggu. Hanya dengan sekecil dan semerah itu, dan mempunyai berat 10.5 ounce, janin yang diberi nama Kimberly Mueller. Apakah harapan ayah dan ibunya ketika itu?
Janin ini dibenarkan bersama ayah ibunya seketika selama beberapa saat sahaja sebelum dibawa pergi oleh pakar penyelamat yang bertungkus-lumus menyelamatkannya. Apa yang boleh dibisikkan oleh ayahnya hanyalah ‘Kimberly, you can do it baby”….
Harapan cuma 1:1000. Doktor pakar jantung yang merawatnya berkata, peluang untuk hidupnya sangat tipis. Namun begitu, bayi ini terus meredah liku-liku hidupnya dengan penuh tabah.
Selepas 6bulan dipantau rapi, janin ini sudah boleh dipanggil bayi. Bayi ini dibenarkan pulang ke rumahnya. Begitulah kekuasaan Allah bukan?
