Menara Tinjau

A dream place to go doesn't always satisfy your fantasy, no matter how imaginative the  narrator describing about that particular place. There you are, Menara Tinjau a.k.a Look Out Point. It's been a big dream to me since it took almost one year to get there, right after I heard about how beautiful the place is.
It was a big mistake to go out at 10pm on the very last day of the year. We reached there at 12am, and jam a long the way tu, was indescribable with the double parking and people who were counting down to 12am.
I don't mind for not getting the chance to countdown together with a bunch of peeps over there. But what upset me when we needed to park at this creepy place which was so far away from the place yang untuk dinner tue. For those who have been there should know a place named Haven and you should know the price, the service and the food itself. Excoriating the things that are already clumped in my belly is too mean and it's like tak bersyukur. Yeah it's just me and I'm glad that my boyfriend nie jenis yang menerima seadanya.

The first impression that  totally let me down when the waitresses gave us three A4 papers which consist of their menus. And surprisingly there were not so many choices, well okay maybe it's normal for food. But what on earth for only offering can drinks for cold drinks and it costs 10 bucks each? And it's only F&N.
Tapi mule2 tak kesah la, maybe because of the place so everything becomes so pricey. But until this point that  the other table which came later dapat their meals first and when we asked the manager, he said he didn't get the order yet. WTH? Because of one slack, it affects the rest of the services. Take a look here.

  10bucks for a F&N orange can.

 And dessert was Mat Kool cup.

Chicken Chop with only mayonnaise and tasted like Ayam Goreng for 40bucks and Lamb Stick yang sumpah liat for 40 bucks as well. My drink was a cup of Hot Chocolate for 10 bucks.

Accepted la tapi kalau yang laen macam __________ cane nak accept kan

Kitorang ade beli chocalate cake 8bucks yang rase die like a sponge chocolate cake.

So the total cost for dinner was RM117.60. Owh gosh. We could afford 2 times candle light dinner at The Countess, which the meals and services are way better than this one. Well yeah, memang super cheap kat this restaurant with the cosy ambiance I'm telling you.  I don't wanna blame Haven for having Malay stuffs and waiter/waitresses for god sake. But please la. People wish to go there not just for the nice view, but for penny that worth their meals. So for Haven, please improve  your services because I myself don't mind paying 20 or 30 bucks for good drinks. So please.

Dah habes makan kitorang tak nak lepak lame lame kat situ sebab fed up sangat. It was only both of us yang kene turun bukit tu, without lights and only few cars passed by, I read An-Nas over and over again sampai kereta. And when I asked By what he scared of, he said "Takot Mat Rempit wat tak senonoh to me" and I told him what I scared of, "Makhluk Halus". HUHU

So the end of story, we didn't take any photos at Menara Tinjau which used to be my dream place, well at least until last night. It was all because of Haven. All these pictures I just copycat from Google Image. They're not the real thing I mentioned but lebih kurang macam nie la.

Inilah die indah khabar dari berita.

Whatever it is I'm still grateful for having dinner together with my By, at my dream place. Well as if.

Blog?

If say writing a blog is like drawing a fabric art on a canvas, that means I'm not listed as the talented one. I do notice about nuffnang advertisements all this while but frankly speaking I have no idea about this thing at all, until a friend of mine Kreen explained to me about it. I also know that some people could make money by writing blogs, but I never knew how could they earn money by selling nothing. OMG! I know it's kinda absurd for expressing this out, but to be truth, I only knew about nuffnang, Hanis Zalikha and Cik Epal from Yonna. Owh yeah, and Su Ann. The only famous blogger that I knew earlier was PinkPau, which the one that ManYoke mentioned to me last time. I'm not sure whether Su Ann and PinkPau are actually the same person but I know both of them are Chinese. And I'm pretty sure that PinkPau was graduated from the State.

The initial reason for me to have a blog is just to express my feelings, not exposing my all experiences to the world. Yea it's true sometimes I posted my post on Facebook, but it's not purposely to get more followers. Sometimes I think it's fun to let people know what I do or what I did. It's totally contradict to my statement about not letting people know about my life. Hurm how should I put this? You should understand when one say "don't want " it doesn't mean "never".

Okay about having thousand of followers, some did very amazingly in their writing to approach the readers. Some people tend to ask the other bloggers to follow their story. Having few followers doesn't take me down at all. I even sometimes surprised when some fellas talked about what I wrote as never I expected that some would read it. The loyal reader of my blog is only myself since I'd love to read my writing over and over again. Since via blogging can make free money and innocuous somemore, why shouldn't I give it a whirl? Hahha, perhaps not now.

Owh another thing I wonder, how could some people manage their time for having more than one social networking. Instead of only Facebook, they're extremely active with twitter and Blog as well as tumbler. Okay now I'm confused which one is which. I don't see that you don't have a life since you're updating about your current experience from time to time. But what amazed me, how do you divide your time in killing two birds with one stone? It's a confusion that I kept questioning myself how does someone work while studying? It sounds silly and not optimistic, but I might need some tips on it sooner or later

I lose my confidence

Losing confidence is the ugliest obstacle for one to face the real examination.

I don't know if I could overcome my weaknesses and anxiousness. Well it's better to say I hope that I could overcome these problems. Or the much better one is "I WILL". But more and more effort I put on, it doesn't incline up as high as I expected. Tawakal will be the very last thing on every Muslim's mind before the actual battle  is on. I wonder why is it so hard for me? Why isn't it to others? Rather than finding the answer for these unsolved wonders, why not I just don't stop trying and praying.

I

If babies do, why shouldn't I? Why shouldn't we?

Tengok gamba nie teringat pulak seksaan budak budak kecik yang tak tentu masa depan diorang but aku dah senang lenang kat Malaysia nie, masalah sikit je dah merengek.

 Children, I wish I can be as strong as you are in Palestine.

Girl's gathering

 My friends are updating their blog with this trip so why shouldn't I? Three days gathering worth the past few months, where I also can't remember when was the last time I saw them. Around of applause to Mishi and Wendy for organizing such a memorable gathering and for guiding the 13 of us to the bestest places in Malacca. Some said Malacca isn't a gracious place to go for a trip but with you guys guiding us for the whole  3 days are completely worth it to us. Luckily we finally changed our plan to have our BBQ at Pengkalan Balak if not we would stuck at Tanjung Bidara with the no-wind environment and we could only lepak until 7pm. Owh yea. Not forgetting the prank on us, for not actually had to pay for the D'Village chalet that we rent, where they kept the secret for three days. Yeah, you got me guys.

they remind me of Ummu Tanamu

Kenny rogers cost us RM361.55

 Surprisingly, I only spent less that 50 bucks for the whole three days since the rent for the chalet was free. Owf FOC because it's Mishi's friend chalet. Thank you kawan Mishi

No-internet life

It's been awhile I haven't been updating my blog. Being on holiday without internet at home is totally suck to me as that is the main reason why I left my blog hangy like that. It's true a lot of stuffs to share with the hangouts and everything. Well we're approaching the the end of 2010 and I realized how much I spent my money on foods, movies and bowling, and how lack in term of shopping. Shopping new clothes are inconceivable as I'd only love to shop shoes and hand bags. But the thing is I spent no-cent on any of them. Like totally. Back to the no-internet life. Some might be asking what I do and what I don't during my hols, precisely with my lappy. Haha. I played some games which are absolutely not the hard core like others used to play with. And watch movies yang dah lame terperam dalam laptop nie. Hurm like seriosuly, I don't have the mood to write about this no-internet life. It didn't completely spoil my holidays because I'm glad cause I had enough rest as in wake up as late as possible, no need to worry about studies and everything. Owh shit! I haven't mentioned about my result. OMG OMG OMG! Dean's list for this semester yeayyy... Alhamdulillah. It is worth the effort yeayy..And especially my calculus love you MR Thomas yeayyy..

Owh by the way, no internet was because we just moved in from Kelana Jaya to Damansara, as in our second house after Kuala Pilah. So baru masuk UNIFI.. Laju tau..

Mr Calculus

Dear Mr Jacob,
Yeahh finally. Its just the the end of Calculus story. OMG, having Calculus  for the whole three semesters resemble the whole 2 years of taking SPM. Being one of the mentor for Add Maths subject during high school, it was a pain in the ass to complete these three troublesome courses each semester. Thank you Mr. Jacobian for finding out a solution to solve the Math problem that bugging your head by the time, as we inherited it until I used your method to solve my problem this evening. Yeah I could find the final answer which is unsure whether it's a correct one, or an incorrect one. Just too many steps to do and I might have did some careless mistakes by using your theorem, so I hope there's another creepy fellow to just do what you did. Create a new method that could be simpler, and easier. Owh crapp. I know Jacobian isn't that hard. Just too excited for not seeing Mr. Thomas anymore. I'm not gonna blame Mr Phang for giving me a "not A" for Calculus, but I might blame you Thomas. You might hate me, but you didn't know how much I concern and care about your "things", and I carried you here and there for the whole year. I perhaps gonna throw you away, so far away from my life and I believe that I'm not gonna miss you, and will never ever fallen in love with you for the second time. But I treasure some sweet memory with you, which is, Mr Jacobian. Because you remind me of Jacob Black. Stay handsome and hot in my final exam paper so you might melt Mr Phang's heart.

The only reason I treasure some of our memory together is because of,,,,,,,

...............Jacobian's Theorem.♥

Just realized too many MR Calculus in this blog, I wonder if they are as hot as Jacob Black!

Look, mom and By asked me to take my rest instead of studying. Should I take a rest as in sleep again, or push myself to study accounting? Flue and fever is getting worse as I totally lose the mood to study. I haven't prepared Accounting at all and the exam will be on Wednesday, together with Chemistry on the morning side. Damn it! It's not about the mood to not studying, but I can't give my full focus on what I study.
Let's say I choose to not studying because of the "mood" thingy, and say tomorrow the bad cold is still haunting me, or even worse, does it mean I must choose to not studying again? Haa...!! Kenape Demam dan Hingus? Kenape kau tak datang last week je? Dah lame kot kau lost contact dengan aku!

To this person

To this person, I really hope that you will read this one. Even though I know you won't, coincidentally you might click my link and read this one, with God's will. I've been through the same damn thing and I know how much it hurts, and you have no idea how awful I'd faced that misery.

"The reason why your loved one left you for now, because there's someone who will love you even more later"

Believe it, because I already found mine.

Thank you for those who wrote this.

Terdapat dua orang nelayan. Seorang penyembah berhala, dan seorang lagi muslim yang taat kepada ALLAH. Ketika menebar jala, yang menyembah berhala menyebut nama berhalanya, manakala yang muslim membaca bismillah. Bila jala diangkat, yang menyembah berhala mendapat banyak ikan, manakala yang muslim, hampir sahaja tiada ikan untuknya pada hari itu.

Malaikat yang melihat keadaan itu bertanya kepada ALLAH.

“ Ya ALLAH, apakah yang telah berlaku? HambaMu yang menyekutukanMu, KAU berikan dia rezeki yang banyak, sedangkan hambaMu yang menyebut namaMu, KAU tidak memberikan DIA apa-apa”

ALLAH menjawab,

“ Yang menyekutukanKu, tempatnya memang sudah pasti NERAKA. Maka apalah sangat rezeki yang pasti akan hancur itu jika Kuberikan kepadaNya? Tetapi HambaKu yang beriman itu, AKU hendak mengganjarkanNya syurga, maka AKU suka mengujinya untuk melihat kebenaran imanNya”

Okay just had my bubur ayam..
Gonna make a hot 3in1Nescafe (not healthy)
Still no mood to study!

Yeah final exam and flue some more. Not enough with that, here followed by pening2 and fever. Just ordered MacD delivery chicken porridge, the best meal to have for a sick girl like me. Hurm nyumee nyumee and still waiting waiting waiting and still,, waiting and still. Waiting for the ding dong. Owh crap! Just lost the mood to study but surely not because of the "normal" thing, surely because of this bad cold that I'm having.

You've made me cry by not hurting me, but...you knew it.
You know how precious that was? You melt me down. This could be disgusting or lame to some readers, yet like hell I care because I just  fall in love again. Just admit that it is so hard to stay away from each other, even for awhile. And sooner or later, I need to learn how to adopt and adapt with the new environment, well at least over here. Hurmm final exam is just next week, so we should avoid from any distraction. I love you. And I'm gonna miss you. Hopefully its worth it to wait until next Friday. I don't wanna postpone anymore.

Ya Allah bagilah aku kekuatan and determination to face and to do this. Please....

Final Exam

Final exam NEXT WEEK! Hurm calculus III totally let me down. 

Can anyone tell me how to get rid of making careless mistakes in exam?

 And to maximize the so called critical thinking during exam?